Can't Get Enough

And I asked for a sign.

2012-02-01T00:47:00.004+08:00

Its beautiful. To feel so inspired and full of hope for the future. God is amazing. I told Him if you really believe I can do it, if this really is the path You've chosen for me, then please just give me a sign. Just give me some indication that You've got my back with this.

I guess the first one wasn't clear enough but the second one hit me like a tonne of bricks. I was so moved. It gave me hope and promise. It was a promise. And I will never forget this one moment. Everything about it just screams meant to be.

God will never let you down. I can tell you that from experience. He really never ever will. Never doubt that He's got your back. Things may seem like absolute shit at some point, but in the end, everything will work out. And that is just the faith you have to have in God. He will bring you there in the end. Whatever bad things that happen is vital in forming the person that you have to be in order to achieve your dreams. I see it now. I know my dream is far-fetched. A career in the film industry is so unpredictable and risky. But that's the only thing that can make me happy and I know it. To be around creative minds who don't worry about climbing some depressing metaphorical ladder to get some long-awaited promotion. I want to live a colourful life, where everyday at work is not work, but fun. I want to really enjoy what I do. I want to write, sing, act, direct; the possibilities are endless. I just need to believe I can do it and believe in God's plan. I know the odds are against me in every possible way, but one way or another, I know I'll be happy. Everything happens for a reason :)

A dream is a goal; something that WILL be tangible if you just work at it and never stop dreaming and believing.

So dream big and dream fierce.

"I just have to say that, what is there but a dream? You can’t trade in your dream for another dream."
-Viola Davis :')

PLKN aka National Service aka Not So Bad Lah

2012-01-15T15:59:00.004+08:00

So I'm back from National Service. Was there only like what, 6 days? LOL Failed the health check beb. Had asthma all my life ok so I did not make shit up. So in the short time I was there, I made some really great friends and met some really great people. In my opinion, the actual camp, PLKN, taught me nothing. But it IS DEFINITELY worth going.

Simply because, in meeting new people there, I came to realise what a huge bubble I've been living in my whole life. All my life as a student [excluding kindergarten] I've been in Convent. I've been living comfortably with the same group of people my whole life; such that when I was thrust into an environment where I was ALONE with NO ONE that I know personally, I was lost. Its a terrible thing yknow. I realised how bad I am at making friends and to be honest the first day I was there, I was pretty much all alone. Later on I made friends and was pleasantly surprised at how much I had in common with them and how much we could talk even if we barely knew each other. I'm not saying that its time to change all my friends, what I'm saying is it's time to grow up. And that is what I learnt from my experience at PLKN.

If you get National Service, and have nothing better to do, then go. I had fun there. And I honestly believe that had I stayed there longer, I would have enjoyed it more. BUT I AM VERY HAPPY TO BE BACK HOME. Because I fucking HATE marching. And practically ALL we do there is march. It's fucking idiocy at its highest. And because the food there sucked balls. Heads up Ministry of Health, YOUR MENU FOR PLKN SUCKS.

Well that's about it. I really miss my PLKN friends. Sonia, Predy, all my roommates, Taiyeba and gang. Aih I rlly miss em. So yeah, PLKN was not as bad as I expected. I went there with an open mind, came back with many more friends and happy memories. Even if it was only 6 days worth.

That's all for now! Gonna get my driving license and hopefully a job!
Bye!

PLKN aka National Service aka Kill Me Now

2012-01-01T23:18:00.002+08:00

Okay I'm leaving for National Service in under 24 hours. Can't believe I'm actually doing this. Oh God, I must be crazy. I'm rlly worried no one will wanna be my friend. Because I suck at making friends and I suck and being friendly to people I don't know. Fear of rejection. I brought books to read in case nobody wants to talk to me. Can't bring my phone so I can't text or call my friends. I will be cut off from the internet world the whole time I'm there. I'm really scared.

I don't want to live in the forest or walk through the forest or camp out there. I don't want to go marching because it truly is the dumbest, most pointless activity in the world. I don't want to eat 6 meals a day. I don't want to bathe in a creepy outhouse. I don't want to shit or pee in a creepy outhouse. I don't want to be terrified to find myself awake in the middle of the night there because of all the horror stories I've heard about those camps. I don't want to wash my own clothes and hang em up to dry for everyone to see. I don't want to have to deal with other human beings cuz I suck at that. I don't want to perform any "cultural performances". I don't want to have to introduce myself to a group of strangers and have them all stare at me while I fumble with my words. I don't want to polish my boots. I don't want to wear those Goddamned ugly ass boots and uniform. I don't want to do any outdoor activities like hiking or teamwork-activities. I don't want to deal with over-bearing leader-type characters. I don't even want to deal with over-excited camp facilitators.

Every camp I have ever been to, church organized or otherwise, I have not enjoyed. I think I've been to over 10 camps in my life, I've only truly enjoyed one. O-N-E. To be honest, I love staying at home, alone, and doing what I like to do. I don't like sitting down with a bunch of strangers thinking of a team name, a team cheer, a team flag, a performance idea. It's all stupid and pointless to me.

But I realize that this isn't the right attitude to bring to a camp that will last me 3 FRIKKIN MONTHS. I simply have to suck it up, stop whining and do what I can to enjoy myself there. Can you imagine being miserable for THREE WHOLE MONTHS. And if I'm miserable, even more people would be put off by me and my negativity. Even I can't stand negative people who grumble all the time. I've been grumbling long enough. Tomorrow onwards, I will go for National Service with an open mind and an open heart. I will try my best to be friendly to everyone and try my very very very best to not roll my eyes at all the excited people there. I needa adopt their attitudes. I really do hope to gain a lot from this experience. I mean to go there for 3 whole months and come back with nothing? THEN IT WOULD TRULY BE A WASTE OF TIME. If I don't learn anything from the camp, AT THE VERY VERY LEAST, I hope to make some friends. I really want to learn to make a good first impression. Because all my life people have disliked me till they got to know me because of my erm lack of response when approached. The truth is I get really nervous when a stranger approaches me. Not like I'm in danger or wtv, but I feel like I won't say the right thing. Or the person will think I'm weird. So I just go into o.o mode and say the dumbest things and seem rude even when I didn't mean to. I suck horribly at small talk.

I digress. The point is, I am leaving for National Service and I'll most prolly be there till March the 17th. Its a really long time to be away from the things I love most, i.e: family, friends and internet. I hope everything goes great. I hope I come back happy. Because if I don't, it would have been the biggest waste. I'm starting college NEXT YEAR because I'm going for NS. So yeah, its a pretty big sacrifice. My dad wants me to go, btw, if you're wondering why I'm even going. He says I need discipline. Anyw, those of you starting school and college, good luck and have fun! To those of you going for National Service like me, GOOD FRIKKIN LUCK. WE'RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER. LETS JUST PARTY ROCK THE NEXT 3 MONTHS.

A very exhausting post.

2011-12-22T19:53:00.009+08:00

I would love to finally fill those of you who care[lol *crickets*] in about everything that's been going on in my life since the 5th of December aka Independence Day, but I'm afraid that would be an incredibly depressing topic. Basically I've been through all kindsa shit since then. Fighting left right and center, anger and disappointment everywhere. Learning not to be so idealistic about relationships[the love kind and friendship kind alike], and forgiveness. People shouldn't have to fight to make someone forgive them right? I mean, once that battle is fought and lost? One should just move on and find happiness somewhere else right? Even if its the saddest thing in the world to me now. I guess. I think. I don't know.

Anyw, depression wasn't the only thing that I experienced since the end of my exams, I did have a chance to spend time with the people I love most. Family and friends and someone else~~ LOLJK THAT SOMEONE ELSE IS GOD

Here are some pictures! :)

Went to Universal Studios Singapore and met my Prince Charming there, literally. ♥.♥

Hehehhhh. Went to Vietnam with the loved ones! :)

Love this girl to infinity and beyond ♥!

Another cute lil loved one! She's only 11 ok. Must pretend to be innocent next to her heh

Party Rock was in the hotel that night cuz my cousin and I got a room to ourselves \m/

Vietnamese girls all thin and pretty w good complexion ok don't playplay

Touring Vietnam!

We had no clue what the fuck this was but lol other tourists were taking pictures with it so heck, it was prolly summin important.

The streets of Vietnam were awesome. Life hazard for the pedestrians and drivers alike, but still, pretty awesome. The people are friendly! :)

On the streets of Vietnam! I like this picture because it looks like I have dimples. Hehhh

We went on a tour of the Mekong River! It was the funnest day there. Forget shopping man, this was heaps more fun.

This is................. LIONEL RITCHIE!!!! AHHAHAHAHAHAH Our tour guide! He introduced himself to us as Lionel Ritchie ok I did not make this shit up. He was absolutely adorable. So funny! He sang for us and every time we had to leave a tour site, he'd call us to the bus by shouting HELLO!!! IS IT ME YOU'RE LOOKING FOR!!!!! HAHAHAHAHHA

Rode these boat-type-thingys down the Mekong River~

♥

Contemplating the meaning of life~

Snake and scorpion wine. D:

Didn't feel any stronger after the shot, to be honest...........
~~LOLJKTHATSJUSTHONEYTEA~~

Then we went on a tiny lil rowing boat down through a branch of the Mekong River that went through the villages there.

This was actually the home of the gentlemen who was rowing[?] our lil boat.

Random woman obviously livin' da lyf~

This is one of my fav shots of the trip. LOL mom forever the scaredycat. Ok so my mom has a huge fear of water[and everything else on earth] and cant swim[can't ride a bike either]. She was so scared to get into this rickety tiny boat! She was insisting on lifejackets and all. HAHAHAHAHA She was obviously holding on for dear life while I sat there ngaf. LOL

She was okay after a while tho. Proud of you, Momma!

At the village!

Taken before leaving Vietnam, during dinner. Aunt's on the right. Too much sisterly cuteness lol

And then, KL with the girls♥ Third anniversary ok! We've been going to KL together every year since '09! Annual end of year KL trips are the best. :)

Gonna miss this lil bunny when she goes off for college in KL this January. :'(

This mental case will forever be around lah HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA ♥

This mental case also ahahhahahaha. She'll be slacking off w me while the others go to college. Anti college forever lol.

♥

Oh yeah this happened in Vietnam too.

Before:

And after: Whaddaya think? I was lied to when they said,
"Choose a bright colour because when you dye dark hair the colour always comes out darker! :)"
Those bastards. loljk I like it actually. Hated it at first but I like now. :D

Annnnnnnnd then we tried to plan a Prom for us 94's to party rock after spm but it failed and didn't happen because [SOME] JB people are lame and would rather "go home and sleep" than party -.- Who would've thought man. I mean, I knew JB people not as steady as KL people when it comes to parties lah but this is omg rlly damn lame I tell you. Cmi at all. -.- -.- -.-

Ok thats about it. I'm so tired now. Took hours to arrange the pics and caption em. LOL WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER PLS DON'T ASK ME I HAVE NO IDEA. Nothing much better to do anyw. Well, bye!

FREEEEEEEEEDOM

2011-12-05T19:36:00.002+08:00

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHE WEEEEEE! :D

Add math tomorrow.

2011-11-22T22:47:00.001+08:00

The thing about life is that you must survive. Life is going to be difficult, and dreadful things will happen. What you do is move along, get on with it, and be tough. Not in the sense of being mean to others, but being tough with yourself and making a deadly effort not to be defeated.

- Katharine Hepburn

I CAN DO THIS.

Cracks

2011-11-10T23:28:00.002+08:00

“I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That’s why I’m trying not to think.
I just want it all to stop spinning.”

-The Perks of Being a Wallflower.

I know I've posted this before, but this is just so relevant right now. I can't quite explain how I feel but that pretty much sums it up. Between feeling like an academic failure, feeling so unsure about my future, feeling so relaxed about spm that I get worried for spm because of my lack of care [try to make sense of that], my friends getting into spats because of stress or wtv, and the fact that high school really is ending, I really am over-whelmed. But hey, everyone's going through the same thing right. Even now as I'm typing this, I AM NOT STUDYING. I find myself studying less for spm than I did for trials. I s'pose its all part of the process. Don't study, suffer. Ah anyway, I just can't wait for this all to be over. All the best to everyone taking spm.

25 days, I can do it.

Liberation

2011-09-22T23:16:00.003+08:00

well, almost.

hahahh so pls be ready for a long one.

Hey guys, so trials are over and boy oh boy were they crappy. The past 3 weeks have honestly been the longest 3 weeks of my life. Idek how many hours of sleep I got. And in the end it hardly even mattered how much I slaved because I still screwed up during the exam. Hah life's never quite how you expect it to be. Well, if you want to know how exactly my trials went then do read on. But if you don't gaf then just skip the next 2 tormenting paragraphs. All in all I think my papers could have gone better. The tragedies of my other papers are small so I won't get into it.

So my worst paper was my Add Maths fo shore. Big surprise. Actually to be honest I thought I could ace this paper. A- la of course. I honestly thought I could do it. What with all the mf hours I put into practicing. Unfortunately, my hours of practice was pretty much wasted since I LITERALLY blanked out during the 2nd paper. Couldn't understand the words I was reading, didn't even know how to do a single question. I had to read and reread the questions because for some reason the words were all jumbled up in my head. It was the most bizarre thing. I wasn't too stressed, I slept early the night before and my paper 1 went well. So I rlly have no idea why that happened. I honestly felt so helpless because I KNEW I should know how to do the questions. Heck, the very night before I was doing almost the exact same type of questions. But I simply couldn't understand what I was reading. It was like I was reading another language. Idk if I'm explaining it well but yeah, it was horrible. Left the exam hall crying my eyes out of course, and that kinda killed my fighting spirit a little for the next paper.

Which was chemistry. My worst Science subject. Honestly I suck at all the Science subjects and I still wonder wtf am I doing in Science stream since I rlly dgaf about the stuff I'm studying in the Science stream. Aiya teach me about Glee, Criminal Minds, 90210, The Kennedys baru I can be interested. Anywz the tragedy of my chem paper was that I MISSED THE EASIEST ESSAY QUESTION. AS IN I DIDN'T SEE THE QUESTION. Omg I still get so mf pissed off with myself when I think about it. I SKIPPED PAST THE EASIEST ESSAY QUESTION OK. THE ONLY ONE I KNEW HOW TO DO I DIDN'T SEE IT UNTIL THE LAST 5 MINUTES BECAUSE I ACCIDENTLY TURNED 2 PAGES INTEAD OF TURNING JUST ONE. And I didn't realise until it was too late. Haih. So you can imagine how awful my entire paper is gonna be.

Ok I'm gonna stop now cuz this is getting kind of depressing AHAHAHA. Ah well, there's no use thinking about all the "I should've"s. Instead I gotta convert them into "Next time I will". Gotta keep a positive attitude and keep my fighting spirit going! If I don't do well now then that simply means I've gotta work 1728127662 times harder. Its okay that I missed an opportunity to get a scholarship like I wanted. Okay it sucks like hell, but I gotta get over it and concentrate on my new goal. I can do it~~~~ ++++++++++++++++++++++++

Anywz I hope your exams went well. And if they didn't then don't be discouraged! Good things will always come to those who work hard and have faith. So do both! Just take it easy cuz life goes on. Whether or not you pass, you'll survive. And that's a celebration in itself. :)

♥

P/s: Omfg is anybody else watching The Kennedys on The History Channel?? ♥.♥ [The History Channel is my favourite channel honestly I watch it more than any other channel. Yes I'm rather lame] The script, acting and filming were all done so perfectly man. I know most of it is just dramatization but the show is really good! The positive side of the Kennedys are more depicted than the negative but I think it makes for quite a believable show. Future husband pls be like Bobby Kennedy. ♥.♥ ♥.♥ ♥.♥

And so it goes

2011-09-05T15:30:00.003+08:00

“Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid.”

-Albert Einstein

Trials tmr. There's so much riding on this you don't even know the pressures. (Unless of course you too, are gunning for a scholarship when you are far from being a straight A student. In which case, welcome to the club.) Trying to get good enough grades to earn a scholarship when you're a below-average student is not easy. I'm trying my best but I have this nagging feeling I'll come short. But wtv I'll have God on my side to take me through it and I did study my ass off. If it doesn't work out then its not meant to be but at least I've tried. Good luck to all the other Form 5's sitting for their trials. As well as my Singaporean buds taking Prelims soon. SIGH GOOD LUCK TO US ALL. Won't be posting for another month or so. Sorry I'm so lazy but heck, everyone's got their own stuff to do so I doubt anyone's missed my posts.

Remember to bring your IC and and study hard and and pray hard too cuz at the end of the day you're gonna need that little element of luck from the universe to pull you through!

p/s: Currently heavily shipping Damian and Cameron bromance. And Damian and Hannah romance. But I heard he had a crush on Lindsay. Gross. But more on that after trials. Bye!

Easily the best friends around.

2011-07-29T11:04:00.006+08:00

I think I should start this post by just warning you guys, that no matter how awesome you think your friends are, mine are easily better. The truth hurts kids.

Gahhhh ok lah I started of my post with a cocky sentence but srzly la, my friends are so amazing!!!!

Y'see, A couple of weeks ago, on the very fateful day of the opening of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part II in Malaysia, my phone got stolen. Sort of. I dropped my lousy old nokia phone somewhere in the cinema and within minutes when I called my number the number was not in use, meaning the SIM card had been trashed. Weirdly enough I was quite calm about it all. Didn't cry, didn't make a fuss. It was a week of horribly bad things happening to me so I was pretty numb. Went home told my parents, and they told me that they weren't gonna buy me a new phone and that I can use my mom's old, white, phone. AND THAT PHONE IS VERY OLD OK LADIES AND GENTLEMEN. IT STILL HAS THE ORIGINAL SNAKE GAME, AND HAS NO COLOUR EXCEPT FOR THE BLUE LIGHT. -.- Anywz so I accepted that I wouldn't get a new phone and just went about using my "white iphone" and hating it but not bothered to try and convince my parents to get me a new one.

So yesterday morning I went to school as usual, was sitting in the prep room with Jace, telling her about my dream [HAHAHA] then suddenly there was a ringing sound, like a phone ringtone la, coming from inside the drawer I was sitting next to. I ignored it cuz I knew it wasn't my phone then wanna go pick up someone else's call for what right. Then Jace was like "Open it lah." So I opened the drawer and picked up the phone. And on the phone screen was the words PLS ANSWER. I didn't answer. I was like holding the phone, not really looking at it, asking "Who's phone is this ah." Then Jace got impatient and shouted "CAN YOU JUST READ THE MF CARD IN THE DRAWER." AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA And I did and it was addressed to me and it was amazing.

Seriously, how many of you have the confidence that your friends would do the same? I really don't know what on earth I did to deserve friends like this. They actually went out of their way to collect money and all to pay for a whole freaking new phone. And not just any phone ok, its a freaking android phone, Samsung Galaxy S, and idc what anyone says its the most beautiful phone on earth. Yesterday my dad told me that on the day I lost my phone itself they called him and told him about the plan to get me a phone. They just baffle me. I know many people with fake friends; those who talk to them, laugh with them, heart shapes on their facebook walls etc, but behind their backs bitch about them and say they actually hate them. I'm just so glad that I've been blessed with friends who actually really love and care about me as much as I do, them. I thank God for the many blessings He's given me in the form of friends. Truly the best friends anyone could ever have.

And I'm not saying all this because they got me an expensive phone ok. I'm saying this because its true. Its not about actually getting me the phone so much as it is about them caring enough to devise a plan to surprise me with something I really wanted just to make me feel better. Even though the thing I really wanted was so expensive. They still found a way to make it happen. And thats why I thank God for them all. Geez, can't stop saying how they're the best friends ever HAHAHHAHAHA

So yeah, thanks x infinity to Jacelyn, Jazreel, Jessie, Diyana, Jamie Tan, Chua, Heng, Sherylee, Cassandra, Kimmie, Jamie Woo, Yi Harn, Adeline, Yolander, Sabreena, Halili, Zoe, Mae, Michelle P, Pritasha, Zhennie, Beverly, Thivitaa, Bhaamaa, Vivyan, Phareeshta, Kitu, Alia, Siok Zhao, Christina Ng, Amanda Ho, Cindy, Kirthana, Celine Choong, Janice, Looi Shyn Ru, Theeban, Pavan, Aaron, Shaarvin, Justin, Edwin, Adrian, Michael, Lim, Shafiq & Chuan Li. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I love all of you ttm lah omguss.

ZOMG

2011-07-27T00:05:00.001+08:00

HAPPY FRIGGIN BIRTHDAY BREAST FRIEND!
<3 YOU FO LYF, MONYET GILA!

Bugger

2011-06-07T21:21:00.003+08:00

Hello guys and girls currently just updating for the sake of updating and because I have nothing better to do. I find it utterly crapulous that the holidays are almost over. Feel like its barely begun. Honestly the most productive thing I've done since getting back from Singapore is bathe. No kidding. So yeh planned a sleepover with the girls this Thursday. Insanity is expected. Anywz I was watching the MTV Movie Awards and I gotta say, Kristen Stewart is such a bitch omguss tableh tahan rlly. She actually said "Sorry Natalie, but the popcorn is mine!" Hello fugly ass lousy actress biatch, there were other people in that category too and if it were up to critics there is no way you would've won shit. Ugh what a bitchy thing to say srzly. Anwyz guys, you should've seen how incredible Emma looked. I mean fo real she is like the best looking person alive. How does someone get so friggin beautiful?!?!

:O:O:O:O:O:O
She shocks me.

K bye beautifuls~

Term Break

2011-05-29T00:01:00.004+08:00

F-I-N-A-L-L-Y
Leaving to Singapore tomorrow. Be back on Friday. Till then I'll be pretty much unreachable.
Exams were crap but I'm a happy kid now. I love you all.
Have a good one, cheekos! :)

Brendon is the best looking man on earth so handsome so sexy omgad lady boner bye

Change

2011-05-19T20:18:00.002+08:00

I need to be a better person.
Thinking about what a horrible person I can be. I really hate myself suddenly. Feeling really sad about this ideky. Recently, alot of things have been making me depressed, very easily too. Its like I'm thinking too much y'know. About everything. Its all very depressing honestly, I feel like Holden Caulfield, depressed at everything with no proper basis. I just had a good cry simply because I realised I am actually quite stuck up. I tell people I'm not because I really am a nice person to the people I love and know and befriend. But generally? Idk man, I just feel like I could be better. I can totally not acknowledge someone simply because I don't feel like acknowledging them. Its horrible. When I look back I rlly think at certain times in particular, I'm a right bitch. So anyw I'm rambling now and I need to stop. I want to be a better person and I want to shake this awful feeling that I really am the horrid, bitchy person some people apparently think I am. I am a nice person, I honestly believe that, but I can definitely make the effort to be better. I just want to feel happy again.

So emo sial and I'm not even on my period. Prolly pms-ing real bad rn.

Can't study

2011-05-15T22:02:00.004+08:00

Didn't realise that no one would care that its our last ever Teacher's Day tgt. Thought it would be summin special considering we're form 5 and very soon we'll have no more of this. Prolly after high school we'll be in different parts of the world, maybe inevitably lose touch and make new friends. The more I talk to my friends about the future, the more I realise it's kinda naive of us to think we'd be close buds forever. Last year's batch got together and sang songs on stage and enjoyed the day. So close, like one family. Regardless of the fact that its teacher's appreciation day lah. Its just the time spent tgt and memories made y'know? Just kinda sad lah we won't have awesome memories of our last teacher's day tgt and etcetc. Actually idek if it would be particularly memorable even if we were all tgt, the whole thing is gonna be pretty lame anywz. Ah idk lah wtv maybe I'm being a little pms-ish. Blergh don't wanna study, don't wanna tumblr, don't wanna facebook, sitting around being bitter, yikes, still love my friends to bits bye.

Exams!

2011-05-14T01:27:00.003+08:00

Won't be updating till mid years are over. Lol not like I updated earlier anywz.
Well, g'luck for your exams everyone! <3

Last ever IU Day :')

2011-04-15T01:03:00.005+08:00

Trolol, one of the very few pics of just me alone, at the event.

Terrible pic of me and jace singing Forget You but its the only one I can find for now!

Definitely bittersweet.

I have to say, despite all the blood, sweat and tears, it was one of the best experiences of my entire life so far. Its been such a ride working alongside Chua, Heng, Kim, Amerlyn, Siok Zhao and the rest of the interactors [who actually did work]. I really can't thank God enough for making it such a friggin huge success. Almost 400 people in attendance!! I mean, srzly are you kidding me? Unbelievable. I don't mean to be condescending towards any of the other Interact Clubs, but honestly I think "too many guests at IU" is a problem only Convent Interact Club can face. In terms of number of guests and tickets sold, i think it was the most successful IU Day so far.

And then to see all the amazing decor put up, literally nearly brought tears to my eyes. Not bragging or anything but I think its the prettiest our hall's ever looked. And the performances were all incredible. Our rendition of "Forget You" didn't fail on an epic level like I initially feared. Thank God for the crowd, who were so friggin hyped!! So proud of the band girls, they were all so good!! Oh and did you guys see the backdrop?! IMO its the best looking backdrop ever. So much hardwork on Jaz, Jace and Jessie's part!

Everything was perfect. Some things didn't go as planned or go perfectly but in the end it all worked out. I didn't think I'd get so attached to my juniors but I'm honestly so proud of all the form 3 and 4 Interactors and all the hard work they put in. :') Most of them showed more dedication than some of the bod.

Saying the prayer before the event began with the rest of the Interactors, I had to fight back happy+kinda sad tears heh. I couldn't have been more proud of all of us and what we'd managed to achieve. I really can't believe its been a couple days since IU and I'm still giddy with excitement about the whole thing.

Heartbreaking as it is that that was my last ever IU, I'm really honoured to have been IU Director. So proud of everyone, our entire club. Idk what my high school life would be like without Interact man. Ahhh so sad lah to think that next year I won't be doing all this stuff anymore :'( :'(

But anwyz, for what its worth, a huge thank you to everyone who worked hard to help make this event a huge freaking success. I really hope you guys enjoyed this IU as much as I did.

Best IU I've ever experienced, no doubt about that. :)
♥

I look sweaty, tired and disgsuting but wtv. Pic credits to Jessie and Yoke Theng's facebooks!
Everyone go visit Portugal kkkkk. kbye

When it's all too much.

2011-04-07T00:45:00.003+08:00

-The Perks of Being a Wallflower.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeee

2011-03-31T20:07:00.002+08:00

So today was my first ever debate competition and we freaking won! Sweetest part of the victory: ME GETTING BEST SPEAKER :D:D:D

Best part of the whole thing was my friends being there. Srzly omg so sweet of them lah to come to a yucky school just to support me :') Gotta admit I've got beyond amazing friends. <3

OH and at the end there was this weiiiird guy who asked for my facebook.

Him: "You have a the facebook? Can I have it? I like it you"
Me: O.O D: HUHHHH?
Him: I mean... your speech.

And then I told him to wait just a sec, pretended i was on the phone. Then when he turned his back towards me, I RAN THE HELL AWAY FROM THERE. AHAHHAAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

Ok to be honest I feel kinda bad about it :/ Sorry if I was rude~ But cannot help it lah so weird!!!!! "I like it you" SEMOKSIA. O.O

Anywz, next up, SEMI-FINALS!
Wish us luck! :D

FRAIDAY FRAIDAY

2011-03-18T13:22:00.006+08:00

Gonna get down on Fraiday~

LMFAO SO AWKWARD. IMMA DANCE LIKE THIS FROM NOW ON.

Sadly I'm not gonna get down today, because IN 2 FUCKING DAYS SCHOOL IS GONNA START. Ah, tragedy. About 70% done with my homework. I'm surprised at myself, for a person who's been grounded the entire holidays, I really should've done all my homework by now. But alas, momma forgot to take the lappie away from me. Silly mommy. So I've finished watching GG and also ~~watched every single disney movie from my childhood~~ luls don't judge me T.T

Anywz hope you guys enjoyed your hols more than me,
cheers! ♥

Rant post.

2011-03-12T21:52:00.005+08:00

Okay I need to rant. Too many things pissing me off. Idk if I'm pms-ing or what but I am not happy.

First of all, your status utterly disgusts me. It disgusts me even further that people "liked" your status. Sickening. Please have some perspective. A woman out there is likely to have lost her child. A child out there might be stranded without a mother. A family may have drowned today, completely unaware of what was coming. Don't you guys see? That could have been us. How the hell does it not affect you, that hundreds of people, that could've been just like your family, your sister, your brother, your best friend. They could be dead or dying or missing. A massive tragedy struck the world and all you care about is your holiday? I can't even put into words how trivial that problem is. Please spare a thought for those victims. When your fucking dog was dying you wouldn't want someone to say "shit, now that her dog's dead, I can't borrow her friggin dog food" or wtv. Lousy analogy but wtv.

Secondly, I am sorry if my caring about whats been happening around the world annoys you. I truly am. Unfollow me if you'd like, or delete me from wherever. I won't take it personally. But do not comment on it. I don't need you to tell me its all I've been talking about. Not interesed then don't follow, don't read. Like I said, I really won't take it personally. Just know the reason stuff like this affects me so much is that I simply cannot fathom being on the other end of the spectrum. Just like during the massacre in Libya, I just can't shake the thought that God could've easily put us in that position. And I just can't bring myself to not care, if I'm tweeting and retweeting stuff, or putting it on Facebook, its because I wanna do as much as I can to raise awareness. I hate that some people don't know whats going on. People are suffering, the very least you can do, is to acknowledge their suffering.

I understand that the world goes on and we aren't affected and maybe doing all this isn't gonna change anything. But its of some comfort to me to do these little things.

ok rant over bye.

9 days

2011-03-11T23:18:00.002+08:00

of freedom!

And while we are celebrating our temporary freedom of school, let us not forget the innocent people of Japan, Hawaii, The Philippines, Papua New Guinea and others, who are currently suffering. The 8.9 quake that hit Japan has devastated the world and is continuing to do so. The people of the world need your prayers right now. I'm sure they'd appreciate a total stranger saying a prayer and taking the time to actually give a damn about what happens to them.
I know I would.

My heart goes out to all in sorrow ♥

Ha ha ha.

2011-02-28T21:10:00.006+08:00

Failure fo' lyf. Today was prolly the worst day of the year for me. Results week, so first of got the worst results I've ever gotten for English ever ever ever. 80%. All through last year I got A+. If you're thinking eyer wtf is her problem why she so wound up, think she so great, 80% is still an A what. Well you should know that I am pretty much a failure at every subject. THE ONLY SUBJECT I CAN DO IS ENGLISH. MY ONE AND ONLY NICHE, IS ENGLISH. And even that by this country's standard is laughable. If I don't even have English to be proud of, I have nothing to boost my academic confidence. And man, oh man, was I hard on myself about it. Here's some of my depressing tweets LOL. Read from down to up! Thats the timeline.

LOL how depressing. But really, I am wayyy disappointed in myself. Anywz after getting that severe, massive blow to my confidence, I got my Bio results. Ok bio I gotta admit I hardly studied, so failing that was pretty much expected. Didn't really feel bad about that at all.

And then came Add Math. The bastard of every illegitimate love child between satan and Hitler. Ugh. I worked really really really hard on amath. I'm not even gonna lie, I did all my homework, tuition and school, practiced amath when I didn't HAVE TO. I mean, I actually DID WORK.

Yeh ok if you think thats not enough to deserve good marks, then fine. BUT I SHOULD HAVE AT LEAST PASSED. I really did put in effort this time and its so disheartening to fail even when I actually tried my best this time. Seriously considering dropping amath. I mean, HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO FAIL TILL I GET BETTER AT IT. Its just majorly frustrating y'know.

But nevermind, "It is best not to dwell on ~~dreams~~ lousy results for a test that will not affect my future, and forget to live." I gotta get over this! Admittedly typing this long whiny post defo made me feel better.

So I really am considering dropping amath, but I need opinions on whether I should or not. Most people say I shouldn't. Actually every single one. But I really do wanna drop the subject... I'm confused. Do me a solid and leave a message on my formspring on whether or not I should drop amath k. IF NO PLS SAY WHY. I need as many opinions as possible! To all those that do give me their opinions thanks a bunch!! To those who don't............................................ S'alright! Here, have a cookie!

Pms-ing Hannibal Lecter

2011-02-17T22:18:00.005+08:00

GAHHHHHH. Why my luck so bad. Before exam during the mugging period[no pun intended] Back pain, stomach pain, uterus pain, fatigue and inability to concentrate. Sigh, if you're a boy reading this, I sure as hell wish I were you. Guys have it so easy.

Anyway for the rest of you who don't care about my menses cycle and its aggravating attributes, a cool story.
So this happened to my face today. Went to the dentist and because God always needs someone to amuse him, I am stuck with this. I have rubber bands on all my teeth connecting the top to the bottom. To align them apparantly. Hurts like a bitch I won't lie. So now I can barely open my mouth and my tongue is caged in! Dammit all my frenching plans CANCELLED. T.T

I can't eat, can't talk. Altho I'm encouraged to talk because my teeth needs to be pulled together. Uhhuh, ouch. I won't even get into how weird it is to brush my teeth. The only good that can come out of this is that I lose weight from all the food I will not be eating. Seriously it takes a while to get it all off and on and I tried eating a normal meal earlier after taking the bands off, IT IS SO DIFFICULT AND GROSS. So nup, sacrificing food as much as possible for the next 2 weeks. Self-declared puasa.

So yeah, basically I'm blogging right now to avoid studying which i know is bad. I should really get to it. TEST IS IN LIKE WHAT, 5 DAYS?!

Ugh I hate tests, I hate menstruation, I hate my ovaries and uterus. I gotta study. My mouth hurts.

I look like Hannibal Lecter. Bye.

Not emo.

2011-02-12T04:16:00.008+08:00

Carnage, carnage!
Now she looks, she sees,
Carnage, carnage!
She starts to believe..

Rubbish, rubbish!
Her life has become,
Rubbish, rubbish,
She begins to succumb.

Trash , trash!
She screams and wails,
Trash, trash,
She continues to fail.

Garbage, garbage!
It can't be that bad,
Garbage, garbage,
Worse, she has had.

Courage, courage!
To herself, she says,
Courage, courage,
I'll heal, someday.

-N

Hi I'm awake at like, 4.30 am. Have not had a wink of sleep. Idk whats wrong with me. I've been inside my head talking to myself literally all night long. Its weird. I'm not sad, not angry, not upset, not happy, not excited, not anything. I just feel, sort of, nothing. I'm just in a really freaking weird stage. I think its the lack of sleep. Yeh, thats prolly it.

Hope I'm better by the time I get to that jogathon thing, I'm not gonna be much fun to be around if I'm like this later. :/

SCHOOL TOMORROW

2011-02-07T00:07:00.002+08:00

T.T T.T T.T

So depressed rn. Jessie, Jace,Viv not going. Idek if Jamie is going. Fml la really fml. Ugh I just HATE the back-to-school feeling. Goddamit, once again i achieved nothing this holidays. Well at least I can be proud of the fact that for once in my life, my hw is pretty much done.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZT
FUCK ALL OF YOU THAT ARE SKIPPING SCHOOL TOMORROW.
FUCKYOUSTRAIGHTTOHELL.

#lol just kidding I am secretly madly in love with each of you, lets all shag

ok no shagging, its a school day tomorrow.

IAVE Youth Volunteer Conference 2011

2011-01-30T19:34:00.012+08:00

was amaze-balls.

Yeh I know, majorly over-due post. But I ~~swear~~ to you I did not have the time to post up anything. Lol k maybe I did. But this requires time and effort. Both of which I have plenty at the moment.

I'm not gonna talk about everything that happened from the time i got there till the time i went back cuz lets be honest, you guys don't particularly care. S'alright! I'll just post up pics and captions!

Where it was held.

When we got there, we met Fharnie, from The Philippines!

They got a huge bus just to transport the 5 of us back to our lodging.

Nacli! Our home for the two nights. Pretty awesome place. Chua loved it so much, I thought she'd wanna get married in there.

We were pleasantly surprised to find that Jace, Jaz and Jessie had managed to join us!

Changed into our semi-formal/smart casual wear, which was the dress-code.

We took Fharnie on an mrt trip to ...ok I don't even rmb where :/

Ate GelaTo!

This is where we had our dinner that night, and boy, was it a swanky-ass place. Real nice. Idk if you can see, but there isn't much room to sit. The tables were all those standing kind cuz we were encouraged to mix and mingle. Basically, socialise, which we suck at. Unfortunately.

So glad we took a pic with Mr. Efron Penaflorida. Please do google him. He's such an inspiration.

Met the Philippinos at the end of the first day! Safe to say they were our favourite bunch. So warm and friendly!

The nacli group! These are the people who stayed at the same place we stayed! This is us on the bus to SMU on the morning of the second day!

As our service project, Chua, Kim, Heng and I went lawn bowling with the disabled! It was mad fun and it was like, nothing we expected. I thought we were gonna be like holding the bowling ball for em, rolling it down the lane for them etc. In the end it was the oldies and the disabled who taught us how to play. They were really cool. :)

It was held at The Singapore Cricket Club. Freaking swanky place. Membership costs 50,000SGD. WANT NOT.

HAHAHA COOL NOT. Freaking lovable. He looks like my granpa LOLREALLY.

With Jam and Daniella. Daniella so pretty la we were all like O.O

LOL This pic cracks me up. Like we holiday-ing somewhere~

After we were done with the Service Project, we went to Scape! Sat in the Media room or summin. Shtooper cool stuff there.

Since we were at Scape, we went looking for the muttons! This is all we saw tho T.T

They were on leave or summin.
Cultural night! On the far left, Fharnie with her traditional Philippino costume. So pretty! I'm the only one who stuck to my roots and wore an Indian costume. The rest all Baju Kurung/Kebaya Tsk.

This is Tristina, according to her, Malaysia doesn't have alot of Indians. LOL SO CUTE.
SEAN!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA The highlight of the Cultural Night!! LOL He's got mad insane skills. He played the guitar so freaking well. Chua and I went crazy ♥.♥ HAHAHA we were screaming his name and like screaming for a guitar solo. We screamed and screamed, sitting front row somemore. Seriously the only thing lacking is the rocker look. He looks like some guy wandering around cs. Who would've thought he's so good! Anywz we seriously throw face that night but we couldn't care less. HEH. Kim and Heng were like D: "Shuttup shuttup so embarrassing" but me and chua were all SEANNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL we made it our mission to take a pic with him. Mission accomplished! I know, by his face, you prolly can't believe he's such an amazing guitar player. BUT HIS IS TRUST ME. He was pretty shy and weirded out by us fangirling. But wtv he's never gonna see us again so LOLWHOCARES.

Morning of the last [T.T] day. Chua's skirt so short ah nottie galx~

This is the best emcee in the world. She can switch her smile on and off. Her smile is wiped off LITERALLY as soon as she gets of stage. Fucking hilarious.

So, on the third day, we basically just sat through talks from a bunch of amazing people. This is one of those people, Hugh Evans. Google him! He's so cool. The things he's managed to achieve for the benefit of others, is just incredible. Wanted to talk to him so badly but some jackass kept him occupied THROUGHOUT the networking lunch later that day. -.-

Another one of the speakers! Daniel Buritica. He's based in Cambodia. Big time volunteer.

So thats pretty much it, after the closing ceremony, we ate at Pastamania.

Then, left.

So yeah. idk if this blog post did the conference any justice, prolly not, but take my word for it. This was one of the best experiences of my life. It was just really eye-opening and it taught me that if you wanna help, you can. And you don't really have to go to great lengths to get involved. Everything is so accessible. I learnt of the plight in The Philippines, i mean, I knew OF it. Never knew it was so bad. I really wanna help out. I hope you guys google the people I suggested. You'll be in awe of what they've achieved. Anywz I'm so lucky to have had this opportunity! Ahh just blogging about it makes me miss it so much T.T

Thats about it, more pics here and here

Cheers, lovelies! :)
♥

Back in 3

2011-01-20T23:53:00.003+08:00

days.

IAVE Youth Conference tmr and for the rest of the weekend. EGZITED! Only downside is the dress-code. Smart casual. WHAT THE HECK QUALIFIES AS SMART CASUAL?! Well I googled anddd it turns out TURTLENECKS are included in smart casual dressing. How disgusting. Anywz I managed to borrow clothes from the beautiful and fragrant[LOL] friends Jessie, Jace and Viv. By some miracle I can fit in their clothes. Thanks guys! ♥

So I leave tmr morning with Chua, Heng and Kim. Chien Yin's gonna be there too. Weee~ I'm gonna try my best to have fun this time. No matter what I'm wearing or however uncomfortable I feel in a skirt. I'm gonna try not to commit social suicide this time. Try not to judge everything before it actually starts. Not gonna judge people. UNLESS THEY'RE LIKE 666. In which case, I'd have no choice but to ridicule and condemn and laugh at them. :/ Hoping I'll meet some amazing people. And when I do meet some awesome people, I'll try to actually communicate with them. I'll remind myself not to stick to the familiar faces and try to erm be a social butterfly? LOL who am I kidding, I tried the same thing at RYLA and failed miserably. I'll try harder this time?

Please Nicolette, for Christ sake, STOP BEING SO FUCKING AWKWARD.

Hookay.
Well see you guys in a couple days or so. I'll be back with a full-blown report.

BYE

Bleargh

2011-01-15T11:53:00.003+08:00

Its been 2 weeks of school. And the workload is killing me. By some miracle, I've been keeping up. But idk how long I can tahan man. I keep going to bed freaking exhausted and waking up in the middle of the night fresh as vegetables on Sunday. Um, yeh. Addmath's been kind to me so far. We're getting Zakibear for mod math again this year. SO HERE'S TO FAILING MOD MATH AGAIN. Ugh hate that guy.

On the bright side, Youth Conference this Friday! Hopefully this time I'll make friends ......[?] LOL HOPEFULLY LAH. Lord knows my social skills will do its best preventing that from happening. Ah anywz, gotta go cook lunch now. Updating this for the sake of updating. Sorry for the mindless ramble :/

♥

Que pathetic Taylor Swift track

2011-01-08T00:53:00.005+08:00

Feeling rather depressed at the moment. Wish my besties were online. Then at least I could talk to them. Its like there's summin real heavy in my heart. LOL SO DRAMATIC. But seriously tho. I suddenly feel so sad and devastated[?]. Just a few mins ago I was lmao making fun of the bear with Adrian. THEN I GO ON FB SEE WHAT I SEE FEEL DEPRESSED THINK TOO MUCH. now I'm here.

AIYONICOLETTEPLEASESTFUANDGOTOBED

I FUCKING HELL PASSED ADD MATHS OK. FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER. FIDO CAN GO SUCK MY NON-EXISTANT COCK BECAUSE I FUCKING PASSED ADD MATHS. WEEEEEEEEEEE~~~

2011-01-03T21:22:00.007+08:00

In other news, last first-day-of-school sucked today. Our gang got split up. Jaz and Jace went to different classes. :'( Now 4Sc2's just left with Jessie, Jamie, Viv and myself. How to conquer the class when vast majority of the class are now strangers?! While the newbies surrounding us were talking away and making noise, we found ourselves sort of silent. Pretty backwards situation huh? Heh. Oh well, now there's a NO-BESTFRIEND-GANG in class.

Jessie minus Jaz,
Nico minus Jace,
Jamie minus Diy,
Vivyan minus Sara,
Adeline minus Yi Harn,
Heng minus Chua.

We're gonna make the most out of 2011. Regardless of the situation! Positive thinking, cheekos.
Tis the only way!

2011. Can you freaking believe it?

2011-01-01T21:24:00.012+08:00

I sure as hell can't. What a fucking bitchin' year its been. Best year of my life. I sat in the same class as Jace, Jazreel, Jessie AND Jamie. Vivyan and Sara too! We sat together in class, wreaking havoc the entire year. Not one single day went by without us laughing at summin stupid Jaz said, Jace saying summin stupid, Jamie giving all the teachers hell or Jessie screaming in frustration at Jamie and Jaz's constant squabbling. Ah the memories. :')

Did alot of fucking beast things this year.

Jogathon 2010

First ever Sports Day as a prefect. -.-

Gilakan Seoul Garden for a while then got sick of it and never went back.Started vogue posing ide rmb why.

Went kite-flying with my lovelies!

Emceed for the first time.

Had a date with Mr.Freddy Krueger

Fucking Moral folio -.-

:')

We all met bubu.

I got braces.

Went for confirmation camp.

Convent's 85th Anniversary Concert in which I did not take part nor actually watched. Was busy at the Law Olympiad. -.-

EC's IU. Which was rather, FAIL

My sixteenth birthday bash at my place!

Got confirmed.

Became I.U. Director

Class party at my place!

Went for RYLA camp.

Went out with friends from RYLA. Tried archery for the first time.
Discovered that I stink shit at it.

Karaoke for the first time!

Sleepover @ Diy's

Christmas!THIS. LOL, first time drinking..........[?]

Jessie and Edwin's surprise birthday party.

And finally this. The best New Year countdown I've ever had. ♥

Man, Jogathon feels like it happened ages and ages ago. At first I wasn't even sure it was in 2010. The year's flashed past me so fast, I can't quite believe we're alr beginning a whole new decade. I've had so much fun this past year. Wayyyy more fun than the average person should be allowed. Heh. I've met and got to know some really awesome, incredible people this year. Not much drama last year either. What can I say, I really can't complain about last year. Its been so kind to me. Apart from the fact that I was introduced to Add Math, the year's been rather perfect.

So here's to another year of sheer bad-ass awesomeness. I know I gotta take 2011 alot more seriously what with SPM and all. But I'm gonna make sure my final year in high school will be my most memorable yet.

Happy New Year, guys ♥
:)

MARY

2010-12-29T00:01:00.002+08:00

THIS IS WHERE IT STARTED I THINK

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSIE MARY TAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥ FINALLY AFTER 363 DAYS OF THE YEAR GONE BY, YOU TURN SIXTEEN! FUNNY THAT WE MET WHEN WE WERE SIX AND NOW TEN YEARS ON, HERE WE ARE. :D END OF THE YEAR ALR, CHECK OUT OUR VOGUE POSE COLLECTION!! NOT BAD AYE? PRETTY SHORE THATS EVERY SINGLE ONE. WENT HUNTING FOR THE PAST HOUR AHHAHAHAHA SO PROUD OF US AND OUR TEN YEAR FRIENDSHIP. WEEE~ SEE YOU TMR I CAN'T WAIT TO PARTY HARD KARAOKE-ING OR WTV THE HELL ELSE WE GONNA DO . LOVE YOU TRUCKS AND TRUCKS LOADS BEBZ!! ♥♥

Merry Christmas!

2010-12-26T15:29:00.011+08:00

Sorry I haven't updated in a while. I was busy having a life. Seriously. I have got so much to blog about. Did so much this past week! Its been the best week of 2010 yet. Had so much fun! PICS SHALL EXPLAIN EVERYTHING!

Just the next day after bowling w/ the RYLA gang, went karaoke-ing with the girlies!

We got a bit excited you see, standing on the sofa singing/screaming.

The next day, we were @ diy's surprise party!

We stayed up late talking and laughing. Had so much fun ♥

Slept over @ Diy's. This was taken the next morning!

After that, Christmas midnight mass on Christmas eve!

Us!

My dad and I! Yeh i realise I kinda look fat D:

Christmas afternoon, lunch with the fam! 11 course meal WHAT IS AIRRRR

This is what I was wearing initially, till my dad told me "Actually what you're wearing is quite awful" And I was like D: and changed later. Not that bad right :/

Later that night, party at Aaron's! This is his motherfucking mansion in which he lives. Me and Jessie were in shock for the first 15 minutes of the party. Seriously the guy is so grounded, you'd never guess he lives in a freaking huge house! (Y)

So there was this thing called, alcohol served there. It is VITAL that we pose with our alcohol. Because it is SO COOL to get drunk every night~ INSIDEJOKE

I assure you we were stone cold sober. Well, almost.

LOLWHUT

They couldn't take the heat~ LOLJOKES

The rest is up on facebook! Some of these pics were from Jessie's and Diyana's fb. Had so much fun these past few days. Its been so freaking awesome. Gotta live up the remainder of this year, cuz next year. GROUNDED FO' LYFE. Till SPM is over anywz. Gotta sacrifice all the fun for one year to make up for the amount of fun I had this year. Can't wait -.-

On a brighter note, I really do hope your Christmas was as merry as mine! Cheers, you guys!

Sheesh, I sure hope this really long post filled with pics makes up for the lack of updates!

Vegetarian meat: I just don't get it.

2010-12-20T22:29:00.005+08:00

Had an awesomeawesomelovely day with the RYLA bunch: Myself, Chua, Heng, Noor, Christina, Rytha, Jonathan, Shafiq. Haren and Michael + his cousin was there for a bit too! Twas tonnes of fun. Really, at first I was so lazy to go. Definitely did not expect to have such a good time! Glad as hell that I went :)

First of, we went karaoke-ing! FIRST TIME FOR ME OK DON'T PLAYPLAY. Had alot of fun but the food was, as Chua would say, "Yuxxxx". Anywhats, after that we went to Danga City Mall to go bowling! I WON THE FIRST GAME HEHEHEHHHH. B| But lost the other 2 games miserably. I BLAME CHUA CHIN YI. Srzly. After she screamed "ERZAQIRAN" while I was about to release the ball, everything went downhill. I.BLAME.CHUA. Heh. So at the end of the day we went to the archery thingyplace! It was a first time for me too, and boy oh boy, do I suck at it. Like, 7 out of 15 hit the target. ONE went into the center tho! Had a blast. The entire day was so enjoyable and its mainly cuz I was in good company! :)

SOZ FOR THE INCREDIBLY WORDY POST. I havent got any pics to blog, because like a total idiot, I forgot to put the battery back into my camera after charging it. HOW SMART. I brought my camera, took it out all ready to snap............................................... NO BATTERY. Back home before leaving, I kept reminding myself to switch the charger off, I forgot to remember to put the battery back into the effing camera. -.-

I really do deserve an award. I'll steal some pics from Jonathan after he uploads em! CONPERM GONNA HAVE A SHITLOAD OF UNGLAM PICS. takpe I will make it through the rain~~

Thanks guys, for an awesome day! <3 Can't wait for another awesome day out tmr, with the besties! Gotta make the most of whats left of the hols!

Work!

2010-12-17T11:14:00.006+08:00

So yesterday was my last day at work! I only had 2 days of work lol but still!!!! Its work. CHECK THIS BABY OUTTTTTYAY. RM150 in 2 days in nottt baddd. At least I worked a little bit this hols. Jace didn't want me to reveal her workplace. And since I worked at the same place as her... Shit got censored. B|

Anywz. Pics from my 2 days of work!

We had to pack bags in boxes.

1275 bags. One.Thousand.Two.Hundred.&.Seventy.Five.

HEH the shoes I bought at Flea with Jace the other day. :D

Later on I went to Manhattan Fish Market to see the Jaz monster and Jessie! FINALLY SAW THEM AT WORK.

Jaz being all waitress-like.

Apparantly Sanjay works there too!

He cleared my table. HEHHHHHH

Halfway through their um, staff meeting? Their supervisors asked jaz and jessie to sing a song. LOLWHUT. I still have no idea why.

Jessie was on her break and Jaz wasn't. So Jaz was standing while Jessie ate with me!

Jessie later, working at the bar!

Yayy.

They both look so cute la like little elves.

I wrote damn good reviews for them and Sanjay. Sucha nice person. Kay my job is done I have blogged about it. I'm mad bored at home. DOES ANYONE WANNA WATCH A MOVIE WITH ME. I just need to go out man srzly. -.- I wanna watch Tangled and Social Network. Yeh I know The Social Network isn't even showing anymore. I STILL WANNA WATCH IT -.- ok what is this even idk bye

RYLA 2010!

2010-12-12T19:07:00.010+08:00

was pretty good actually. I had much higher expectations which were definitely not met, but I think overall I learnt more than I expected to, and had a good time while at it. :)

There was a welcoming message waiting for us in the bus when we got on to go to Sedili.

w0w

Anywz, at first when I got there and I found out it wasn't actually what I expected. SO MANY SESSIONS. All those motivation kinda stuff I thought I didn't need. Truth is, they've helped me quite abit. Some of them were so dead boring we were all near suicidal. But a few sessions really made sense to me and had relevance to my life at this point in time.

OH and for the first time in my life, I MADE FRIENDS AT CAMP. I've been to tonnes of camps in my life. TONNES. I rarely make even one friend. But this time I'm glad to say I've made several friends! LOL Major achievement on my anti-social part.

Ohkay interesting part, pics!

I SAW NOOOOOOOOOOOOR. Miss her alr man. Thank GOD she was there, idk what I would've done if she hadn't been there. It was odd numbers y'see. Chua+Heng, Halili+Christina. And I was usually the odd one out. Which could be rather depressing. Not like I was ignored or anything, nothing of that sort at all. But being the odd one out is just, not fun.

The pool! In which we saw rather unpleasant things bouncing around in swimwear. D:

The view! Bet you can't believe there's sucha beautiful place in freaking KOTA TINGGI, JOHOR. I would never have thought. But it is definitely better than East Coast Park Sg. No kidding. Completely clean and all lovely-smelling. (Y)

Yay for even numbers! ♥

My team, KACANG PUTIH!!

{chua took this}

The best part of the entire camp, was playing poker from like 3am till dawn with NOOR, Chua, Heng, Christina, Hoe, Haren, and Johnathan the teacher! Betting on water. Drinking game y'know? :D EVERYTHING about it was awesome.

Hookay more pics on my facebook!

AHL BEE BAHCK

2010-12-08T21:03:00.004+08:00

Leaving for RYLA tmr!
Shtooper egziteddddddddddddddddd. CANNOT WAIT TO SEE THE NOORSTER. I miss Noor man how many hundred years since I've seen her pretty face, tsk. Anywz Im just blogging one last time before camp! I'm still packing. SINCE 1PM LOLWHUTYEH. Well I stopped to watch Glee, The Simpsons, Family Guy and How I Met Your Mother in between. So I'm not quite done packing cuz idk what to bring. Heng so cute bought a raincoat, Halili so cute bought socks. I bought nothing. Not gonna wear a raincoat cuz I secretly wanna get soaked HEH. I'm also debating whether or not to bring my hairdryer. I HATE WET HAIR EW. Unless its from the rain or from swimming or what am I even saying what is this I'm just gonna go on honestly someone stop me now.

Hookay.

Ohyeh my ankle is pretty much healed now! Tho I have this really weird waddle when I walk and my ankle hurts if I'm standing for too long. :/ I don't know why the hell I'm blogging all of this. HAS ANYONE SEEN A POINT TO MY POST YET. If you have, kudos. You get a cookie.

See you guys after RYLA! :)

Disclaimer: Cookies awarded are made of your imagination.

Horoscopes

2010-12-07T16:40:00.002+08:00

LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A Leo’s problem becomes everyone’s problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun.. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found

Hm.

So alot's been going on. My foots alot better and I think I'll be going for RYLA. I cut my bangs today and it turned out utterly crapulous. Said summin real mean to my mom this morning and now she's mad at me. And I'm sorry but I won't tell her that because *refer to the itallic words above* Childish. Leaving soon to the breastfriends house. Ready to be the shamwow to her tears. If you understood that, you're pretty awesome. If not, google shamwow.

P/s: R.I.P Grandpa Soh. :'(

Hardcore

2010-12-04T21:57:00.004+08:00

Shopped till I literally dropped today. -.-

Remember when I said
"Day out with Jacy sure to be a lil more energetic!"

Boy, was I semi-right. So at first we were both like :D :D :D :D and we rushed off all egzited and shit to hit Orchard to shop. We shopped like crazy at first; being all buzzed as hell. SO buzzed, in fact, that I didn't seem to watch where the heck I was going. Mmhmm. I fell down the freaking stairs at New Look.

-.-

Tho, I can't rmb whether I fell at Ion or Somerset :/ Anywz I powered through the pain all through shopping and I gotta say I am proud! Talk about no pain no gain. I bought TONNES of stuff! All for about 100SGD ok don't playplay.

After shopping my foot was throbbing a whole lot worse and started swelling like a fucking balloon. Hurt like a bitch, I will not kid ya. SUFFERED THE ENTIRE RIDE HOME. Both of us actually were dead exhausted. At the end of our shopping trip Jace and I were T.T T.T T.T -.- -.- -.-

Back home now. Dad got me treated and stuff and well now my leg looks like this

Idk if you can tell that its blown up like a balloon, but it is. The biggest tragedy about this entire thing is Dad thinks I won't be fit to go for RYLA camp. So I gotta stay off my feet and on my bed for the next few days! Gotta be sure to get well enough so I can go for camp. I suppose that's all for now.

Please shower twice a day as a form of community service.
Ta!

Trippin'

2010-12-02T17:43:00.004+08:00

Hey guys! Currently chillin' in Singapore at the aunt's place. Kinda feels good knowing I've got no responsibilities and nothing to actually think about. Unlike my compadres who're working :/ Altho they're busy making money while I'm busy making fatty layers~ I'm still a happy camper tho! A jolly rolly polly happy camper, but a happy one no less! :D

So I won't be blogging much cuz well I can't really be arsed to. :/ Gonna go shoppingpong with the aunt soon. My aunt and cousins are so cool. The kinda family that has roast marshmallows with hot fudge on a non-day. Yeh its fun.

Anywhats, can't wait for the day out with the breastfriend this Saturday! Day out with the girlfriend, Mary, and the rest yesterday went great. Minus the fact that we were all rather SIENZZZZZ. Day out with Jacy sure to be a lil more energetic! I'll be sure to sleep a lil more D:

KAY BYE LOVE YOU

Misfits

2010-11-27T19:45:00.005+08:00

So my previous post was about insecurities and my opinions about it, so as a follow up to that, today, imma blog about a very immoral, exponentially vulgar, crude, pretty explicit but downright you'll-die-laughing hysterical show called Misfits.

Um.Yeh.

So the show is pretty adult themed and I'm not gonna actually recommend it to anyone cuz theres some pretty heavy sex stuff in it and at first I was like major traumatized. THEY SHOWED THE ENTIRE SEX SCENE. From beginning to climax D: So yeh I don't want people thinking I'm tryna get kids into porny stuff. :/ Anywz the gross stuff I just fast forward because the rest of the show is really worth watching! Its so freaking funny, I mean I'm practically laughing out loud throughout!

Robert Sheehan is the funniest bastard alive. Him and his goddamn attractive accent.

Mmmm

Lol this weird kid turns real mofo hot in the second season believe it or not.

Robert Sheehan's sucha prick I love it!

Robert Sheehan's funny moments on Misfits!

WE’RE YOUNG. We’re supposed to drink too much. We’re supposed to have bad attitudes and shag each other’s brains out. We were designed to party. We owe it to ourselves to party hard. We owe it to each other. This is it. This is our time. So a few of us will overdose, or go mental. Charles Darwin said you can’t make an omelette without breaking a few eggs. That’s what it’s about: breaking eggs — by eggs, I mean, getting twatted on a cocktail of class As. If you could see yourselves… we had it all. If you could just see yourselves, it breaks my heart…YOU’RE WEARING CARDIGANS! We have fucked up bigger and better than any generation that came before us. WE WERE SO BEAUTIFUL! We’re screw-ups. I’m a screw-up. I plan on staying a screw-up until my late twenties, or maybe even my early thirties. And I will shag my own mum before I let her…. or anyone else take that away from me!”

Word.Bye.

Feeling inspired.

2010-11-25T22:25:00.003+08:00

Disclaimer: This is an entirely too damn long post that I'm quite certain no one will actually bother reading from beginning to end. That doesn't really bother me much tho, cause I just felt like ranting anywz. Some posts on tumblr were really irking me.

It really will, so don't give it a chance. Don't let it eat you up. STOP thinking about all the things in the world that are better than you. STOP wishing you were summin you're not cause thats not gonna get you anywhere. Stop comparing yourself to people who are dressed by professionals, made up by professionals and photographed by professionals.

Before you call me a hypocrite, let me acknowledge the fact that everyone in this world has stuff they're insecure about. Me included. I mean come on, I am very aware that I am not exactly the image of what is generally accepted as good looking. I know I've got a great deal to be insecure about. But I'd like to think that I don't spend my time dwelling on my less attractive qualities. I mean, I definitely do look at girls like Emma Watson and think, "Holy Hell she's like one of the most beautiful girls I've ever seen in my life. Why'd God make me so ugly compared to her?" But like, for me, that's a fleeting thought. It comes up in your mind and you let it go. I'm not built to be compared to her. I'm really not. I am my own person. We both lead very different lives and are bound to be different. Plus she's like a gazillionair and I've got aboutttttttttttttt 400bucks saved up? Yeh.

At first, I got really irritated by girls who are so pretty but they complain about their looks. But I thought about it, and I think when I complain about my own insecurities, I'm sure people who think I'm good-looking would think the same of me. And thats when I realised why all girls, even girls i think are pretty, get insecure. We all see ourselves naked. We see ourselves more closely than anyone else. We know our body best and therefore know our flaws best. And more often than not, we know our imperfections better than our perfections. So I finally understand that we've all got a right to be open about what we're insecure about. But my point with this post is that, we gotta make sure not to live our lives based on those insecurities and being always self-conscious about em.

I'm pretty glad that I'm rather comfortable in my own skin. I know I'm not exactly that self-confident since I forthrightly assess that I'm not that good-looking. But I accept that I am not one of the better-looking girls and move the hell on. I accept that guys aren't gonna be paying me much attention and I have honestly ceased to care. I've accepted that and I'm convinced that one day I'm gonna grow into summin I'll be wholly proud of and I'll meet the right guy or wtv the hell that entails.

I don't actually live my life worrying about guys and whether or not I'll ever get a bf while I'm in high school. I used to, I won't lie. But not since I've hit 15 at least. Don't get me wrong I do think of it sometimes. But it doesn't actually bother me much. And while I'm on that topic, lemme just say that I hate, just hate girls who feel like they need a boyfriend. Or feel it a personal failure that they've never had a boyfriend. I am sorry but that is simply pathetic. Absolutely pathetic and rather disgusting. Come on la. Don't tell me the personal success of your life rides on whether or not you have a boyfriend. -.-

Personally, I will never, never ever ever never ever; rely on a boyfriend. A guy friend that you trust, sure. But a boyfriend? Never. Ok maybe not never. I've never been in love so idk what that'll be like. But for now, as a teen? I'm laying off dependence on guys. I really find it sad and pathetic to see girls all totally "depressed" and like cutting or hurting themselves or crying for nights and nights over a guy they've known or been with for like A MONTH or several MONTHS. Oh and girls saying things like "I NEED YOU" or "WITHOUT YOU I AM NUMB".

I see stuff like that on tumblr so often it makes me wanna hurl.

I would never put a guy on a friggin pedestal like that. Never make a guy that important.

Yeh perhaps you could say I don't know what it feels like to be "in love". Cuz I really don't, at all. But the way I see it, a girl should never depend on a guy so much, that once a tie is severed, the girl feels useless and unable to do anything. I think its mindset. Its a choice. But I'm speaking as a completely inexperienced party. So you are free to disagree.

Well the real gist of this post is, i think we shouldn't dwell on what makes us feel lesser than someone else. If we were to keep telling ourselves that we're not good enough, well that's just gonna make life a hell lot more miserable for us. We've got enough obstacles in our life without our own damn selves bringing us down. We just gotta live without over thinking the messy stuff. Try to build ourselves up and make ourselves happy. Because what the hell is the point of living, if you live constantly feeling inadequate and unhappy.

Now, I'll just read this everytime I feel shitty about myself.

Hospitals suck

2010-11-25T17:36:00.002+08:00

I hate hospitals. Always have, always will. All you budding docs out there, God bless your souls. You havta spend most of your life smelling medicine and sick people. I couldn't stand it there. Poor gramoo tho, she hates it more than I do. But she was a good sport. Actually the hospital wasn't so bad la. Gramoo got a private room and the entire hospital was air conditioned and she even had her own plasma tv! Not bad indeed. Anywhats, gramoo's back home now. She spent the night at the hospital and the poor thing was throwing up all day. But now she's tonnes better.

OH I FORGOT TO MENTION. And this is fucked up, majorly. Trust me. So I only visited my gramoo last night, my parents were with her since morning. So when I got there, in her room, my dad was all, " You wanna see what they cut out of her?" and i was like "NO????" and he, thinking he's one heck of a bleedin' hero, bends down to the MINI FRIDGE, and takes out this PLASTIC CONTAINER and in it, is blood and guts and stuff they CUT OUT OF MY GRAMMA. What the fucking hell. I screamed at my dad. And I still remain unapologetic about it. First time in my life I've ever talk back/screamed at him. I was like "HOOOOLY HELL WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?!" Din talk to him for the rest of the night. Mhmm ya dont wanna mess with me.

Yeh so. Gramoo's back home now and she's feeling better. The scar on her belly is alot bigger than expected tho. But she's alright. I've got a real new-found respect for nurses. Imagine having to help old, sick, injured strangers bathe or hold their blood bag while they pee, or hold a bed pan for them or or hold a bowl for them while they puke. Its not easy y'know. Respect

Well peace out bean sprouts!

Love

2010-11-23T23:00:00.002+08:00

Gramoo's surgery was postponed to tmr. Tomorrow morning. I'm really worried tho my dad has assured me there isn't anything to be worried about. Just a minor op. I realise that maybe its unreasonable for me to be nervous for my gramoo but when it comes to the people you love, I guess reason seems insignificant and turns irrelevant. My gramoo is the person I love most in this world, without a doubt. Imma be praying for a safe and easy surgery for her. I would appreciate if you would do the same :)

Then again, my gramoo is a total BAMF. She'll pull through. Definitely will. ♥

Driving Lessons

2010-11-19T22:28:00.003+08:00

Evie: You see an attractive woman living on her own. You wonder, Is she a roaring lesbian? Answer, no. For your information, I’ve been married and divorced three times. Once to an actor, once to an English lord, and once to a Californian. All work flings. My mistake. You, on the other hand, might well be gay. I must introduce you to Dougal, old agent friend of mine. Hopelessly queer, of course, but the old-fashioned type. Bent gent.
Ben: I’m not gay.
Evie: I beg your pardon?
Ben: I’m not gay.
Evie: [TO EVERYONE] …Not gay, apparently.

Can't believe I'm only watching it 4 years post-release. *bowsheadinuttershame* But seriously, its the holidays, you're free as a lesbian in England, watch it. Its brilliant.

Class Party 2010!

2010-11-19T09:09:00.005+08:00

I cannot friggin believe I'm up at 9am blogging/uploading pictures. My life is so, very, sad. Anywz mom woke me up like damn early today and she's been steadily getting more and more on my nerves this week. She forever not happy w/ me man. What I do sial. But I digress. This post is meant to be about the class party! It was @ my place this year and it was fun. Idk how but we all got pretty exhausted pretty fast. But still, twas fun. Pics!

More pics on facebook!

Till next time..................................

BYE BEAUTIFULS

Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows Part 1

2010-11-17T17:03:00.005+08:00

Yeh. It was good. Blimey, was it good. ;)

I nearly died in my seat from excitement before the movie started. Andand in the beginning, when they played the classic Harry Potter tune, I WAS SO EXCITED I NEARLY DIED. Having Jace with me as company was the bombdiggidy. She's so funny la, doesn't know a thing about Harry Potter. Asking me stuff during the movie, I din mind at all tho. Had so much fun :) the movie was so friggin epic ttm. I wanna watch it again. Holy shit was Rupert Grint adorable in this one. Ron and Hermione are like the couple of the century so cute omg. I WANNA WATCH IT AGAIN WHO NEEDS A FRIEND TO WATCH IT WITH? I can watch it a bajillion times and still love it. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

EDITED

Pics of me and the breastfriend on our day out!

Pics from Jace's fb!

Oh and uh,

Hnnnnnngggggggggg ♥.♥

Tomorrow

2010-11-16T22:13:00.003+08:00

This. Tomorrow with the breastfriend.

First show on opening day. It will be nothing short of epic. After reading every single book and following Harry faithfully to the end, the final movie. Part one baby. I might die of excitement in my seat before the movie starts. Really.

*SCREAMSSOFUCKINGLOUDLY*

Oldies

2010-11-13T20:53:00.008+08:00

Was @ Grand Straits Garden today for the Golden Years Celebration charity event. Was a volunteer and leader of table 20 hooyeh B) HAHAHA seriously tho, that was my title. So anywz, I had a decent time there cuz I really do love old people altho one of the old ladies seemed to hate me :/ [ She jeling me when I asked her how was she :( ] Had almost no friends at the event, only Halili but she was assigned to another table. I had no friends at my table which was rather depressing. On a brighter note, I saw the breastfriend Jacy today! Man, I sure didn't realise how much I missed that chick. So long I din see her! What with her being all busy with work and stuff. [She was there on the job, not as a volunteer]
I miss her lah and I'm not gonna be seeing much of her for the rest of the month which is sad. Nvm we still have December~~

OH and I was interviewed by the NST guy at the event!! He took down notes and asked me if my parents are alive and if they are, are they proud of me ....which i gotta say, was a weird question to ask at an event like that :/ Anywhats it would be rather cool and abit of a laugh if i do appear in the papers.

Till then, peace out.

p/s: pics are from Jace's blog!

Free bitch baby

2010-11-12T21:58:00.005+08:00

HOOYEH I AM FINALLY BACK SUCKAZZZ. MY EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY OVER. English Literature was murder I tell ya, 8 pages of essay ok don't playplay. Yeh I know no one exactly reads my blog HAHAHAHA oh well, in the time that I've been gone, tonnes of stuff has happened! Biggest of which is of course confirmation. Pics!

We were at theirs' and they, at ours. BFFSXXXXXXXXXXXXXX ♥♥♥ pics from fb!

Emmm what else? Spent my first day of freedom with the beloved Mary! Ate at Tutti Frutti. Man, you gotta try this shiz it is uh-may-zink!

Well I haven't really got anything important to say besides, y'know..... I AM SO FUCKING FREE NOW I CAN DO WTV I WANT FINALLY YAY.

Thxbai.

Deep-Fried Brains on Hiatus

2010-10-14T14:43:00.003+08:00

Hello I fucking hate history.
Can't absorb a single fuck and I'm honestly sick of studying about stuff that is entirely irrelevant to my life.

In other news, Zach Galifianakis makes my life.
Pic: Zach in Vanity Fair photoshoot. That sexy thang.

Back in a couple weeks, remember to miss me.

Charlie is so old like!

2010-10-01T21:20:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLIE!!!!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

So now, as expected,

CHARLIEISSOCOOLLIKE PIC SPAM!
One pic for every year he's lived!

Count every pic in this post ;)

Yay!

D:

2010-09-19T23:24:00.006+08:00

Holy jizzzzzzz shool tmr! D:
Ugh not prepared, doesn't even feel like 18 days has passed.
How mundane life's become.

Yes I made the pic above, screenshot, caption and all -.-
Because apparantly I am very free.
Heh hw's not done tho.
But when is it ever?

Tom Milsom ♥
Spread the ~~jam~~ love, cheers.

Soil

2010-09-19T14:16:00.001+08:00

Oh and I'm feeling
Directionless yes
But that's to be expected
And I know that best
And in creeps the morning
And another day's lost
You've just written wondering
And I reply fast
All you need to save me
All you need to save me
Call
And I'll be curled on the floor
Hiding out from it all
And I won't take any other call
I feel like a fool
So I'm going to stop troubling you
Buried in my yard
A letter to send to you
And if I forget
Or God forbid die too soon
Hope that you'll hear me
Know that I wrote to you
All you need to say to me
All you need to say to me
Is call
And I'll be curled on the floor
Hiding out from it all
And I won't take any other call

T&S

Milsom Mcdonnel

2010-09-12T12:02:00.005+08:00

Ah britboys. Lovable.

So anywz I am supposed to be at camp now. A really stupid [ithink] camp for lil kiddos. And neither me or jessie could go as we were planning to because................................ we both got sick. And I realise this is pretty hard to believe. I mean the both of us getting sick and all but its the truth. I've bombed the toilet several times alr and jessie's down with cough and cold.

I think God's tryna help us get out of going for this camp HAHAHAHA But really G-dawg, did you have to be so brutal about it?

Hm haven't got much else to say really. Wait lemme thinkkkkkkkkkkkkkk oh yeh

Orange, yellow, green and malachite
Octarine, light plum and eggshell white
International Klein Blue, maroon
Azure, magenta, midnight blue
Harlequin and heliotrope,
Tea, tan, turquoise, teal and taupe
Amaranth and Ivory
Cosmic latte, tangerine

IF YOU CAN SING THAT AS FAST AS HIM [or me hehhhh] I'LL

um love you forever? :D Its not that difficult actually annddddd its mad catchy and sticks to your head. Love!

Dailybooth!

2010-09-10T00:24:00.007+08:00

Been having mad fun w/ daily booth lately. Just joined and yeap I kinda love it. Pics are from dailybooth! http://dailybooth.com/ohnicotine !

ZOMG A BEANIE!

"Never had a boyfriend but I'm still cool" gang

wee~

Friggin love this lah! From Padini :D

I love my beanie and ring! Can't wait to hit sg again w/ my lovelies! Had like tonnes of fun and I couldn't have had more fun with a different buncha crazy teenage retail psychos! Loves :D

Took this in sg! Motherfaggots made our eyes bigger and skin nicer. HEH.

Mafuckin gigantic eyebags thanks to John the idiot Fernandez.

Stickaid 2010

2010-09-05T19:23:00.007+08:00

Guess what I just spent the last 24 hours doing? :D Watching Stickaid live charity summin summin wtv. Okay fine that was a lie I'm sorry. I actually only watched for aboutttttt 13 hours? Not bad okay!

Managed to catch Charlie singing LIVE. Really insanely happy about that. Only took screenshots of that. Heh was damn excited. Didn't take screenshots of him shirtless tho dayum. HAHAHA

Myles' new hair is astonishingly..... idk unruly? HAHAHA wasn't it always. HEH. They really did well this year, Stickaid. Their aim was to raise 10,000 pounds and they managed a solid i think 20,000 pounds? Thats double and thats amazing. And all of that goes to charity. :) Besides it being completely holy and for a good cause and etc, it was really entertaining to watch! Charlie and Myles did the Single Ladies dance [which i missed *&@^*&@^!!], put make up on each other [which i also missed -.- -.-], did the john green workout for nerds, dyed+ myles' hair, Charlie sang [Teehee! :D] they had pillow fights blablabla yadayada the rest i forgot. OH AND TOM MILSOM WAS DESIGNATED MUSICIAN FOR THE 24 HOURS AND HE'S SO F FUNNY. [Subscribe to him on youtube: hexachordal!] His song about Charlieissocoollike fangirls and unicycle were all hilarious. Well I had fun being a part of summin and idek why i'm blogging about this is such fervent detail -.- Well maybe not that detailed but still. Pics of charlie singing live!!!!! :D

cum face. HAHAHAH SORRY JUST HAD TO.

I had fun. Now, its time to do summin productive with my life. And it kicks of with our very own gossip girl/90210 episode. Back to reality please, Nicolette.

Ecclesiasticus

2010-08-28T22:02:00.004+08:00

“Because he’s a guy. And guys don’t get attached, guys don’t ever give themselves over completely, and guys lie. That’s why they should be handled with great trepidation, not trusted, and held at arm’s length whenever possible.”

—	This Lullaby

Hm. Falling for a guy would be unwise and it would be a risk. Keeping that in mind.

Been having a real strange week. One minute I'm gushing/blushing/etc, next minute reality sets in and well, it aint pretty. I just don't know what to do anymore. And that holds true for several incidents of late. IDK WHY I'M TYPING LIKE THIS AS IN SPEAKING IN THIS MANNER. Can revert not? -.-

Ok back to wtv i was saying. Idk what to do anymore.. like, about everything.

Just life in general y'know. Somehow everything I do at this point feels insignificant. Everything feels forgettable and everything seems a lil bit....... off.

Hm, this is prolly just me being stupid but yeh. I just got alot on my mind that idk how to put into words. OR ACTUALLY I DO I JUST WOULDN'T WANNA BORE YOU WITH THE DETAILS.

P/s: Ecclesiasticus is a book from the Bible and hell yeahz its a difficult word to pronounce and I had to say this word in front of the whole church congregation today. Props to me yo.

Boo Boo Bonnaroo

2010-08-26T18:53:00.002+08:00

Orite so exams are overr. Gonna fail approx 4 subjects this time. So yeh when i get my papers back, I SHALL GET BACK TO YOU ON THAT. Mod math, gunna fail. Add math, gunna fail. Bio, CONPERM PHAIL. Chem, might just fail.

So yay better do all my going out and stuff before getting these mad, bad-ass results. Because my mothere Iz.Gonna.Slay.Me.Like.A.Dragon. Y'know my mom is born in the year of the dragon as in the chinese calendar, so yeh maybe she'll just burn me alive. :/

Nyeh bother i shall not emo and sulk around thinking of my results. HAPPY CAMPER HERE COME GET YOUR FREE HUGS. Except you, Halili, you helluva perv, tryna to grope me again.

She's climbin' in yo window,
She's snatchin yo people up,
Tryna rape 'em so yall need to
Hide your kids, hide you wives,
and hide your husbands cuz they rapin errbody out there.
You don't have to come and confess,
We're lookin' for you,
WE GON FIND YOU
WE GON FIND YOU.

So you can run and tell that, run and tell that
homeboy, homehomehomeboy.
*serious face*

Uck.

2010-08-22T19:54:00.003+08:00

I hate being sick. ESP DURING EXAMS WHEN I CANT SKIP SCH. Dammit. Ueeughhll. Thas how I feel right now. And yep exams tmr! Tried studying but my nose disagrees w/ me. Oh well tmr i die lah. Sitting pretty near Vivyan so we might just. Well idk what do you think? OHYEAH WHO THE FAGGOT TOOK MY MORAL BOOK AH I CANT STUDY SHIZZ Y'KNOW. Tmr moral exam and I dont have the definitions to memorise. Ughhh feeling icky. Can't wait for thursday srzly when this is all over and I can just relax and go catch a movie. Yayzers. Hopefully I'm not sick on thurs :O

THIS WHOLE POST IS POINTLESS K WTV TAAAA BITCHES

P/s: MY MOM PUT MY FAVOURITE BRA IN THE WASHING MACHINE. HOW COULD YOU MOMMA. NOW ITS ALL BENT OUT OF SHAPE. my fav bra.................. T.T wookay this may or may not qualify as TMI but heh what do I care.

one six!

2010-08-15T23:32:00.003+08:00

Had the best fucking birthday ever. srzly. It was so good, I just HAD to swear. HEH to be honest i'm freaking exhausted. from church in the morning to preparations in the afternoon to the actual party at night! Enjoyed every single second of every single minute of every single hour today! HEH. Thanks to Jace, Jessie, Jaz, Jamie, Vivyan, Sara, Chua, Heng, Cassan, Rachel, Yolander, Charlene, Yi Harn, Adeline, Leevya, Zhennie, Bryan and John for coming to my pool party! So glad you guys came and the party was HEAPS OF FUN KTHX COME BACK SOON. AHAHAHAHA Thank GOD the weather was beyond perfect!! Andand thanks to every single one of you who wished me too! :D

Okay friggin exhausted now, pics are up on facebook! Many of which are awful shots of me so yeh don't be judgin! HAHHAHA LOVES!

2010-08-15T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY NICOLETTE TEGAN ANNE THIOPHIN EIM TEYING AS FAST AS I CAN CS I AONLY GOT 5 MINUSTES ITS OKAYH IMMA EDIT THIS SOON SO YEAH IM THE FIRST .

WAX WTV IS NECESSARY RMB IF YOU CANT TURN BACK TIME SO DO IT PROPERLY AND DONT MISS A SPOT .

LOVE YOU TILL URANUS AND WTV COMES AFTER.

YOUR BITCH ,

Sunday sunday sunday

2010-08-14T12:29:00.002+08:00

ICANNOTWAITFORTMRYAYBIKINIPARTEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Egzitedegzitedegzited! Altho somma the most important people to me can't make it.. BOO PUASA, BOO YOU. Anywz ILOVE EVERYONE THATS COMING AND I CANT FRIGGIN WAIT YAW.

Get your mini bikini's out and lets party! ;D

LOLjk, we'll be completely decent, promise!

Exotic dancers kthx

2010-08-09T20:00:00.002+08:00

Hooyeh so officially me and jace and jessie and jaz are pretty much a major reason our class got second in the stupid singing patriotic songs thingy. Was meant to wear my ultraman mask but heh din bringgg. So yeh basically 2 minutes before we went up to sing, we improvised a dance that was meant to be funny. QUITE SPONTAN OKAY, NOT BAD. So proud of all us cuz we were like "Ah fuck it, lets save our class from embarrassment." :D Cuz our class didn't plan anything fun or cute or funny and we were like omg later everyone watch our performance like this >> -.-" zzzZZZZz

:O THEN HOW??

Well yay, thanks to us we got second place which is nice. :)

Immoral bastards

2010-08-08T05:43:00.002+08:00

Fugg the stupid moral folio man, been up all night finishing this shizz up. Now it's 5.45am and i started at 10pm! Granted I had a few distractions, ie: youtube, facebook, tumblr etc. Thank God I had John to teman me w/ all his crazy shenanigans. Actually stayed up w/ me till now fuhh thanks man. Anywz bye for now suckazz.

Foinee~

2010-08-02T21:00:00.005+08:00

Hai here is a list of chicks I would date:

Tegan Quin
Sara Quin
Ellen Page
Zooey deschanel
Hayley Williams

And last but not least.... Halili Hanif. :O

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA EWK OKAY NO I JUST THINK SHE'S FOINE. AHAHHAHAAH She keeps trying to seduce me but she knows it aint never gon' work. HEH

p/s: Halili, I know you're so honoured you're in tears right now but seriously? get a hold of yerself.

Sexy can I ~

2010-08-01T20:35:00.006+08:00

Hai i was so annoyed earlier but then i remembered that scene from Inception which was the kutest thing in the whole movie and its was so kute that the utter kuteness of it all blew my kute mind to little, tiny, miniscule pieces of kuteness. Let the fun begin. :D

fuhh, sexy can I~

Please ignore the monkey on the left and concentrate on the hot thang on the right ;D

The last one, i just thought was funny :)

Captain idiot

2010-08-01T19:47:00.002+08:00

MY SISTER IS WATCHING THE DUMBEST MOVIE IN THE HISTORY OF EVER. EVEN MY MOTHER GAVE UP ON THIS MOVIE. AND ITS A TAMIL MOVIE WHICH MEANS NO ONE IN MY FAMILY WATCHES SINCE NO ONE IN MY FAMILY BESIDES MOMMA SPEAKS/UNDERSTANDS MUCH TAMIL. SO YEH MY MOM LEFT HALFWAY AS THE MOVIE IS GODDAMNED IDIOTIC AND I THOUGHT OKAY YAY I CAN WATCH MY ONE TREE HILL NOW. BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOO MY SISTER RATHER WATCH THIS SHIT. WHICH SHE CANT EVEN UNDERSTAND. I CANNOT BELIEVE IT SIAL. IRRITATED TTMAX OF ALL MAXES. AND SINCE I'M VENTING LEMME JUST SAY THAT MY SISTER HAS BEEN SECRETLY COLLECTING ALL MY CLOTHES IN HER ROOM. LITERALLY THE CONTENTS OF MY CLOSET HAS BEEN REDUCING EVERYDAY AND I FOUND ALL OF THE MISSING CONTENTS IN MY SISTERS ROOM. SHE NEH ASK MY PERMISSION LET ALONE EVEN TELL ME THAT SHE TOOK IT. SHE EVEN BROUGHT MY XMAS DRESS TO PINANG W/ HER AND DIN EVEN TELL ME. WHAT KINDA OF AN INSANE PERSON IS THAT MAN. OH AND THE BEST PART? SHE IS WAY THINNER THAN ME AND CANT EVEN FIT INTO ANY OF MY CLOTHES. TAKE FOR WHAT I ASK YOU. TAKE FOR WHAT??

okay i'm done the stupid, lousy excuse of a movie is still playing and i am still nauseated.

Fishballz

2010-07-27T00:04:00.003+08:00

HAPPY SIZZLING SIXTEENTH!!!!!
With love from the only being in the world you love more than fishballz.
HEH LOVE YOU.

Confirmation Camp

2010-07-25T21:13:00.003+08:00

Pleasantly surprising. I must say it wasn't awesome or amazing or shtooper fun. But it was good. :) Martin is a real funny speaker and the inner-healing session was meaningful to me. Made a grand total of 3 friends. BETTER THAN NONE RIGHT. Hail the anti-social queen. -.-

Started the day with this.

Then this at my homiehome.

Beyond epicness

During camp

Ended w/ this!

Like I said, it was good. Better than expected and I learned stuff too. I learned that Martin and my dad have the same perspectives on many accounts.

Guy: Whats wrong about anal sex?
Martin: What you use your anus for? OBVIOUSLY ITS THE WRONG HOLE LA DEI.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA And itchybawah and etcetc Tententenggggg~

P/s: Pics from Jessie Tan's fb!

&%#@&!@^

2010-07-20T19:23:00.003+08:00

The more i think about it the more aggravated i become. CONFIRMATION CAMP IS SO UNHOLY. GEEZ.

Camps're just so pointless and annoying and AGGRAVATING. I sound like a real downer but wtv.

I HATE CAMPS
BATHING IN THAT PLACE
SLEEPING IN THAT PLACE

and i hate HATE HATE HATE
WHEN WE'RE SPLIT UP INTO GROUPS
AND HAVE TO PLAY THOSE COMPLETELY IDIOTIC GAMES
AND AND SHARING SESSIONS
WHERE YOU DON'T HAVE ANYTHING DEPRESSING TO TALK ABOUT
BUT THEY EXPECT IT FROM YOU
OR IF YOU DON'T WANNA SHARE
BUT THEY'RE LIKE
you can share with us~~

SO ANNOYING JUST TO THINK OF IT
YOU THINK IT'LL BE GREAT CUZ YOU'VE GOT FRIENDS THERE

BUT THE TRUTH IS

YOU ONLY GET TO HANG OUT W/ YOUR FRIENDS IN BETWEEN ACTIVITIES
WHICH IS
DURING SLEEPING AND SHOWER TIME
OR AFTER DINNER IF WE GET FREE TIME

CUZ MOST OF THE TIME, WE'D BE AROUND OUR GROUP MEMBERS,
MOST OF EM WE'VE NEVER EVEN MET
AND SOME OF EM ARE DOWNRIGHT WEIRDOS
I'M TALKING BOOGER-EATING, FARTING, CONTROL FREAK WEIRDOS.

Oye.

Honestly in my opinion, camps are idiotic and a waste of time. I hate em. Hated every single one I've ever been to. With the exception of Cornerstone Camp and OBC, those weren't too bad. I hope to the high heavens that this camp won't completely suck ass. But its alr 50% there and it hasn't even begun. -.-

P/s: On a brighter note, Mary's back! And she's comink to sch tmr!! Huzzah! Oh and check out the pic on her blog, the one that reminded her of Jazreel. OMG LAUGH UNTIL I NEARLY PEED MY PANTS. AHAHHAHAHAHAHA

NOMNOMNOMS

2010-07-17T12:30:00.003+08:00

I AM MAJORLY CRAVING FOR THIS.
JACK DANIEL'S BURGER KTHX
MAI GAD

I am the bird

2010-07-11T19:10:00.003+08:00

and he's the worm, y'see we were meant to be.

HEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Hi I like youz cuz youz a kuteypai. ^^ AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAGAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAH
I like guys w/ specs kthxbai.

P/s: HOLY MOTHER IS HE CUTE OR WHAT MAN OMG. HE CAME ON SCREEN DURING ECLIPSE. AND LIKE ALL THE GIRLS GASPED. AHAHAHAHAHAH WELL ME AND JAZ AND SZELYNN AND VIV DID ANYW.

You make me blush

2010-07-11T18:49:00.004+08:00

If you're the bird whenever we pretend it's summer
Then I'm the worm, I know the part, it's such a bummer
But fair is fair, if my segments get separated
I'll scream and you'll be there

Close your eyes, close my eyes
Slide the cotton off of your shoulder
And feel the shine, feel the shine
I'm hooked so toss me over and cast a line, oh I'll try
Oh, throw a party and greet my undersea friends
It depends, as they arrive, if they arrive

You and I left our troubles far behind,
But I still have just one more question on my mind
For all my pals who live in the oceans and the seas
With friends like these well, who needs enemies

If I'm your boy, let's take a short cut we remember
And we'll enjoy, picking apples in late September
Like we've done for years
Then we'll take a long walk through the corn field
And I'll kiss you between the ears

If you're my girl, swirl me around your room with feeling
And as we twirl, the glow in the dark stars on your ceiling
Will shine for us, as love sweeps over the room
'Cause we tend to make each other blush, you make me blush

You and I left our troubles far behind,
But I still have just one more question on my mind
For all my pals who live in the oceans and the seas
With fronds like these well, who needs anemones?

You're the bird and I'm the worm and it's plain to see
That we were meant to be

ADAM YOUNG WHY THE HELL'RE YOU SO FUGGIN ADORABLE??
Marry me kthx.

Oh ma oh man oh man, I have like, shitloads of homework. I mean srzly whats the point of sch when all the work we do, we do at home?! CORRECTIONS x 5 FOR AMATH EXAM. I GOT 24% THIS TIME. CAN YOU JUST IMAGINE HOW MANY THAT IS. I COUNTED AND I'VE GOT ABOUT 60+ CORRECTIONS. &^@#^&%@$%&^%#$^

N-a-b-e-h

So yeh I'm almost done with that but after that? Bm, Physics, Bio, Chem, Moral geez practically everything. Woo~

Well, g'bye. T.T

P/s: Missing Mary!

P/p/s: R.I.P Chowder you will be missed dearly. :(

And this is why

2010-07-04T20:27:00.007+08:00

we rock so f hard. \m/

(click to enlarge chicklets!)

HAHAHAHAHAHHA PWNED!

Of course it all ended w/ Juno quotes ;D

Gerhana

2010-06-30T11:51:00.002+08:00

Now THIS would make an interesting movie.
HEH.

With love.

2010-06-26T22:54:00.000+08:00

My older sister died when she was 13 of cancer.

The other week I heard someone singing Happy Birthday, and peeked into a room to find my dad singing to a photo of her.

It was her birthday. She would have been 28.

Love that lasts through space and time GMH

Lovely. :')

Hooshah

2010-06-26T11:14:00.002+08:00

Exams are over bitches!! Awesome shizz now idk what to. Bio hw still waiting for me so I better get started on that. Wouldn't be friggin awesome if the 2 weeks of holidays came now. Geez, here's to lousy sch system aye?

Forgiving and forgetting is difficult for me yaknow. It makes me sick to have to pretend I'm okay w/ things when I'm not. HEHEHAHAHHAHEHEH WELL OKAY BYE!

Homologous chromosomes.

2010-06-20T23:17:00.005+08:00

Biology ftw. -.-

Listening to: Hot Air Balloon -Owl City

Owl City is realllly nice. Wish he didn't get so over-rated. Ah well, he's defo not leaving my playlist anyw! Not planning on sleeping much. Drank shtooper strong tea and my tummy doesn't feel good. :/ [wow, I just re-read that, pointless paragraph alert -.-]

Anyway so right now I'm taking a break. [heh my breaks might be longer than actual study time.] But wtvwtv i use more brain power studying than I do blogging so yeh. HEH.

Ohyeh, I've noticed a nasty comeback of the spammers. Talk about no lifes man! It seems to be spreading too. And not surprisingly, its the pretty girls who're attacked. The jealousy is so apparant in their insults!

Plus, if they really had any guts at all, they'd leave a name. I wonder if they'd have the guts to say the same to people upfront and in person. Heck, prolly won't even dare make eye contact man!

Well anyw I'm glad I don't have to deal w/ these suckas on my formspring as I don't pose any threat to these bimbos. V HOLY FORMPRING I HAVE OKAY ^^ HAHAHAHA Actually to be quite frank I don't think ppl dare spam my formspring... I'D GET JAZ TO CB THEM. HAHAHAH

Breaks over, now back to meiosis/gradients/equations and the rest of the shit.
pechumekmuntakla! [Thats "Good bye" in Russian!]

HAHAHAHAHAHAA ITS TOTALLY NOT SUCKA.
GAHAHEHEHSHAHAHHHEHEHEHHAHAE -.-

Mehehehhh

2010-06-18T14:55:00.002+08:00

Well I think this qualifies as an epic fail study attempt. Ended up having fun w/ colours as I changed the background and template of my blog about a couple hundred times.

*guilty* :O

Ah well, basically I'm screwed for exams. I've lost all ability to concentrate. So after high school you see any indian girl who can't speak tamil selling laksa, please do stop by and eat. Complimentary cincau for you... ^^

I guess I gotta go get ready for tuition now. Srzly tuition is the only time I study. AND I'M NOT PAYING ATTENTION HALF THE TIME. so yep pretty much screwed.

So disappointed in myself. Well,
Peace out bean sprouts!

P/s: My mom went to see thing feng shui guy and according to him I'm very playful and not serious and will remain that way till I'm 25. One question Doc, Why will I stop being fun after 25? GETTING MARRIED AH. O.O

Pork and Beans

2010-06-15T23:02:00.002+08:00

Sorry H, for making this post a haram one! :O

I feel like the whole world is moving forward and progressing while I'm stuck watching. Its like watching birds fly y'know. Their moving together, getting higher and higher. Unfortunately my only hope of getting higher is getting myself some pot. :O Loljk chillax chua, I'm not gonna steal any of yo weed.

Honestly I've been trying to do amath but i can't even get past one question. Power (Y). Mrs Lee would be so disappointed.

Wanna hear about a miracle of God?

Okay so I was happily eating bachang, while facebooking and then i just randomly start viewing profiles so then I go to Jacelyn's fb and there was this post about Bachang. Mannnn twas a sign from Gad i'm pretty shore.

I feel like talking gangsta w/ Hbombz. But she's busy pimpin hoez so I gotta let her do her thang.

ANYONE WANNA TALK GANGSTA W/ ME?

Guess not.

Well back to quadratic equations FML bye!

ILY!

2010-06-15T00:11:00.004+08:00

ANYTIME YOU'RE FEELING SAD, DOWN, ANNOYED, DISGUSTED BY THE WORLD CUP FEVER, MY ADVICE TO YOU IS TO GO ON TUMBLR ON FUCKYEAHFUNNYTHINGS. Or you could blow your mind by checking out Brendon Urie picspam. HEHHH. Fake husbands can always make you feel better really. I'm awwwwwwwwright! :D

http://fuckyeahfunnythings.tumblr.com/post/674200712/louischatburn-fauxmance-themusicintheair

I LAUGHED UNTIL I CRIED SRZLY YOU WILL REGRET NOT SEEING THIS.

loljk

2010-06-14T23:56:00.002+08:00

Its so funny how no one notices. Its like no one knows me man. I guess that's my fault right. Yeh it is actually. Nevermindddddd one day I'll leave all this behind me and move as far away as possible to a place where I can start anew. Halfway around the world to be exact. CAN'T WAIT. :D

p/s: H, I NV TALK TO YOU FOR SO LONG LA I WANNA TALK TO YOU.

Aw you make me flush ;)

2010-06-13T22:59:00.004+08:00

The following is part of a long, meaningful convo between my beloved Mary and myself.

Nico! says:
AHAHAHAAHHAHA I AM LAUGHING
V LOUDLY
HAHAHHA SHISHI FESTIVAL
AIH KARATE KID FTW AHAHAHAH

Jessie says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA
AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA
I AM TOO
AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA
AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

Nico! says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA
AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHH

Jessie says:
OMG
AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
AHAHAHAHHAA
SHISHI
AAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA
URINE FESTIVAL
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Nico! says:
HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA

Jessie says:
AHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHHA
AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA
AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Nico! says:
SPECIAL KIND OF FROWER

Jessie says:
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

Nico! says:
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

Jessie says:
AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAH
URINE SMELL
HAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHAHA
OMG

Nico! says:
HAHAHEHHEHAHHAHAHHAHAHEWWHAHAHAHAHAH

Jessie says:
IM FLUSHED
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

Nico! says:
AHAAHHAGAGAHGHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Jessie says:
AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

Nico! says:
WAS THAT A URINE JOKE
AHAGHAGAGAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA

Jessie says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA
AHAHAHA NOTTY AH
AHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA

Nico! says:
OH MY JESSIE, YOU'RE FLUSHING
HAHAHAHAHAHAH

Jessie says:
AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA

Nico! says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

Jessie says:
AHAHHAHAHAHAAHHAAHHAHAHAAHHAAHHAA

Nico! says:
AAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHA

Jessie says:
AAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH
AHAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAA

Nico! says:
AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
AHEM. HAHAHAHAHA

Jessie says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
AHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
MY ASS HURTS

Nico! says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHA

Jessie says:
HOLY SHIZZZZZZZZZZ
HAHAAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHHHAH
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
FUHHHHH.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHHAAHAA
OOM
AAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA

Nico! says:
AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA WTH HAHAHAHAHHAHA

Jessie says:
AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAA

Yes we're easily amused.

Meh.

2010-06-13T22:03:00.004+08:00

What iz the point of ownink a blerg if no one reads it? Kinda depressing yaknow.

Wrote a v long post but was tempted by the backspace button.

BRACEFACE

2010-06-11T11:13:00.004+08:00

Peace sign 'tis a joke.

So it all happened real fast, Wednesday morning I was talking to my dad about getting braces and when I would get my first actual appointment, and the next morning I had braces on!

On Wednesday morning my dad and I were both free so we went to see an orthodontist. Dr Tee is a major stoner! HAHAHA He highfived me after checking my teeth and was singing along to chinese opera as her jerked out my milktooth using, yes, his HANDS. Anyway so, the guy said there was little that was wrong w/ my teeth and he kept saying I had a "beautiful profile" I had no idea what the stoner was talking about, So i was like "facebook or twitter? :)" HAHAHA Anyw, so yeh my next appointment was the next morning and on that day I got my braces done!

I'll be wearing it for 1 year and 2 months.
One extraction
No separators
Yellow and black
Not entirely painful!

Its weird that there isn't much pain. Yesterday there wasn't any pain after the appointment was over I mean there was but it was only because of the extraction [which wore off real fast]. Later on there was pain during tuition and during the ride home afterwards. But after that Nada! I took one panadol before sleeping and slept like a baby! Woke up this morning w/o any pain either. So yeah I'm still waiting for the worst.

But all in all I'm pretty okay. I look hideous w/ braces but hey, thats the price I gotta pay for pretty teeth right? Right. So yeh this is for all those who are like OMGWTFSINCEWHEN.

Heh!

Major faker? I think... YES!

2010-06-09T22:17:00.002+08:00

I JUST ORDERED PIZZA
AND THE LADY
SAID THE FUNNIEST THING
SHE WAS LIKE
Now the time is 9.57pm, in 30 mins your delivery will appear

AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHA APPEAR. LIKE MAGIC.

HOW CUTE OF HER.

p/s: GET OVER YOURSELF PLEASEEEEE

EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

2010-06-09T15:14:00.004+08:00

OMG SERIOUSLY????? SERIOUSLY???? ARE YOU FUGGIN SRZLY OMG WTF KIDDINGGGGGGGGG ME??????????? EWWWWW WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE WORLD.

BEHOLD, THE WIFE OF NAVID FROM 90210. IN REAL LIFE!!!

3 WORDS:

WHAT.
THE.
FUCK.

Eeep!

2010-06-05T00:40:00.004+08:00

90210 FTWWWWWW
NAVID, Teddy, Dixon, LIAM lovin it!
The marathon has reached its halfway mark and I'm taking a break to blog about how awesome 90210 is. Navid & Dixon is so cute and Liam & Teddy so handsome! GEEZ!!
Navid's the current fav just cause he's so fuggin adorable!

Gotta get back to the ~~books~~
I MEAN 90210 MARATHON!!!!!!!90210, then Singapore shopping trip tmr, Sunday AND Monday. Even tho idrt I'll be shopping tmr but heck still Sg rightttt!!!
OKAY I'LL EDIT THE 90210 GUYS PICS INTO THIS POST LATER WHEN I GOT TIME!

EDITED

Okay so I found out who Navid [Michael Steger]'s wife is and I am wayyy disappointed. At first I was like D= as you will see in the post shortly after this. But now I'm relaxed and as they say, love is blind. And boy, it sure is sometimes aye? SO MEAN OF ME I KNOW BUT I RLLY THOUGHT SHE'D BE A REAL LOOKER YAKNOW? Anywz.. Behold, [Please refrain from drooling when ya see Trevor Donovan's pic]

NAVID!!!!

Liam!

Teddy! [hehehhh i kinda didn't wanna upload this pic just cause it might be too hot for some to handle]

Switch to overdrive.

2010-05-30T20:09:00.004+08:00

So for the next week I'll be off the computer. Totally no access whatsoever. Cold turkey. I expect severe withdrawal symptoms :/ But I must be strong!

G'luck all my pretty Convent petunias for the exams. And g'luck to anyone else reading this who has exams too! :D

It kinda sucks that during the hols we can't completely relax and do wtv we want. But fug it man, I'm still gonna have a 90210 marathon. Like fo' shoreeee! Liam, Navid[fav alert!], Dixon, Teddy, I'll be with you soon. Promiscuous girl~ :O Heh.heh.heh.

Okay I better go off now. Honestly I don't blog often nowadays as ........I couldn't be arsed to blog. HEH. But now its either I blog or study. 'N well here I am. *guilty*

Kudos nico you lazy sonofabeesh.
TTFN! Aww d'you rmb the days when Tigger would say this? Loves!

OHYA

2010-05-27T20:03:00.006+08:00

LEE DEWYZE WON MAFAKAZZZZZZZZ
CAN'T THINK OF ANYONE MORE DESERVING!
The look on his face when it was announced,
puh-rice-less!

LOVES.

The Noor

2010-05-27T19:47:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOOR, YOU AWESOME, LOVELY BITCH.
HAHAHAHA LOVE YOU!

P/s: I would post up a pic of you. BUT THE ONE I HAVE IS FROM 2 YEARS AGO SRZLY IS THAT THE LAST TIME I SAW YOU??? I MISS YOUUUUUU.
So I put up a pic ya might like :)
Your boyfriend iz looking fineeeeeeeee~

The momo

2010-05-27T19:35:00.004+08:00

YOU ARE THE FUNNIEST MOMMA EVER.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY OLDIE!
(L)!

Their love GMH :)

2010-05-23T21:42:00.003+08:00

My best friend's grandma had been fighting Alzheimer's for about 10 years, and she barely remembered her husband of 64 years.

Last night, she miraculously found her husband's hospital room (he was dying of cancer) and climbed into his bed.

They died together that night.

Fairy tale love GMH

My boyfriend was eager to meet my Mom, despite my various protests.

I pulled into the parking lot of the cemetery where she's buried, expecting him to completely freak out.

When we approached her grave, he sat down, said hello, and talked with her for an hour about how lucky he was to have me. LGMH

My husband has been blind since a few weeks after he was born.

Today, he pulled out our yearbook and flipped to a page and said that whoever he pointed to was the most beautiful person ever.

He pointed directly at me.

Apparently he's been practicing it with his friend for weeks. David, you GMH

My grandpa is 85 years old.

Today, I just found out that ever since his wife, his true love, had died, he put roses on her grave every Sunday.

The drive is 2 hours away from where he lives. She was 29 when she died.

This devotion GMH.

When my gram was 85, she got breast cancer.

She fought so hard and beat it because she was worried that my grandfather did not know how to use the dishwasher.

She is still alive today at 92. Their LGMH

Today, my boyfriend told me that he loved me.

When I asked why, he took out a list. It was 337 reasons long, and he said he had a pen in his back pocket in case he remembered any new ones.

His love gives me hope.

I am a third grade teacher.

Most kids come in with notes or messages written by their mothers in their lunch sacks.

One little girl's dad left, and her mother abuses drugs. But her 12 year old brother never fails to write "I love you" on her brown paper bag.

Today I was at the grocery store with my mom.

As we were pushing our cart, I heard a woman sobbing. I turned around. There stood a couple, linked arm in arm, the woman laughing so hard she was crying, and the man with two carrots stuffed up his nose, laughing as well.

They were about eighty years old. Their love GMH.

More at http://love.givesmehope.com/
Take some time to check this website out. Some of it'll make you day. Really. Gives ya hope y'know? :)

Take this sinking boat

2010-05-19T10:18:00.002+08:00

and point it home :)

Been studying chem for the past 3 hours. 6 chapters. Don't think I retained anything :/ So hard to focus, its like electrochemical series is the.. MOSQUITO! *smacks* ...Then i gotta start from the beginning. -.-

Life isn't easy but hey, we all go through it right. So I just gotta keep the faith and work hard. ;)

Anyw speaking of scatterbrain-ness, lemme change the topic. Why are all boys nowadays so ball-less? Where'd they go aye? Maybe one day scientists and astrologists will find a planet full of all the lost balls :O Ugh, so disgusting yaknow when you speak to me. I'm not the kinda chick to go "lolx >.< So meannnn! hehex" or wtv. Ewk.

JACEEE BEING A NICE PERSON IS SO HARDDDD. It takes me all the patience in the world to layan idiots like &%^$*^ -.-

Well, gotta get back to the books.
God bless me.

2010-05-15T23:16:00.003+08:00

Nico take it slow

Show me that you care

And love's not just a flare on my sleeve

Sleep well, I pray that cardboard boxes,

Set the perfect stage.

'Cause wood grain makes all man made things seem so out of date

Life is not a play, it's what we

Make of the people we love.

With love ,

baby in bear suit.

_|_

2010-05-15T21:14:00.003+08:00

Disclaimer: I know I'm lucky and I should be counting my blessings for even being in the position to study and that I have a bed and a laptop and a guitar and ukulele and a place to stay at all and an EDUCATION. I just needa vent.

Everything is fuggin pissing me off today. Everything just irks me. I feel like screaming man, geez. This is not an emo post. I don't feel like dying or killing myself. Its just that I've just been given the news that I might have to move out of my home. I LIKE MY HOUSE JUST FINE. I LIKE MY ROOM. I DON'T WANNA FUCKING MOVE OUT AND GO LIVE IN GOD FORSAKEN ULU TIRAM.

Stupid bastard who didn't fix his plumbing problem. Why the fuck didn't you just deal with it? Now my whole ceiling is leaking and the work to fix it is massive and expensive and I've got to move out. Fuck you, you hairy bastard. Fuck your hairy ass straight to hell. Stupid fucker.

I like my room and I like where I live and I swear if I have to move out, your tires are gonna be slashed. And I don't mean car tires. [okay empty threat alert. I don't have half the guts to do that. -.-]

Every Goddamned thing is pissing me off. The fact that my formspring is dead, my English literature is shtooper difficult AND idk how the exam paper is gonna be like, what kind of questions would come out, how to answer those questions. I DO NOT WANNA FAIL ENGLISH. ENGLISH!!! THE ONE SUBJECT I'VE NEVER GOTTEN A "B" FOR.

And the fact that my guitar AND ukulele is out of tune and I can't fuggin tune it right. And I can't understand Amath even tho I really am trying and I really wanna do well for this coming exam. Everything is difficult. Nothing is easy. Goddammit I wanna go back to form 3.

I don't feel any better. :/

Is your muffin buttered?

2010-05-14T17:39:00.003+08:00

WHO IS NICO'S FAVOURITE BITCH?

I AM!!!

First of all , eat this _|_ for elm street. Zahara aint got nothing on krueger? WHATEVER KRUEGER AINT ALL THT EITHER. I know deep inside you were crying and thinking ' Why am I so stupid? Nothing is fun if Halili's not here beside me....... '

Next , can't believe your laptop died the other night , told you to stop watching porn rite ......... sigh.

That's why I dont talk to you in school anymore , you're a sex maniac.

J O K E S !

jajajaja as kute as KAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA <3>

Bye Nico please dont watch porn anymore , be strong k? HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA .

Pathetic.

2010-05-11T19:13:00.002+08:00

Grow the hell up and deal with problems on your own.

Ugh, feeling sick sick sick and sick. Nose is stuffed like a turkey on Thanksgiving. (N) Anyways I've gotta get started on my studies [cue hysterical laughter]

Use your own brain and not rely on others'! Ta!
-Nico :D